start off the day with component training.
not satisfying.
want to scold also no mood.
want to comment also not interested.
because i know if i say,
some people here in there out.
ask to shout.
dunwan to shout.
ask to be louder,
only for a few seconds.
whole day component training.
sorry,
i not very understanding if u say u tired or no energy.
then u think i shout for fun?
if i cn do it why cant the others.
yes,
u cn say when i everytime shout,
i can maintain because i keep drinking water.
FINE.
starting from now,
i wont drink water n shout my hearts out!!
if u all think is not fair,
i will make it fair.
i just have no comment about today's training.
im just not in the mood to comment anything.
wad i expect,
i dont get it.
wad i dint expect,
i get it.
want to say disappointed,
i shan't say so.
i just cant describe it with words.
i just dont understand why people complain when they have not even taste the worse.
this is just a small kind of thing n complain until to a large extend.
want act cute act innocent.
innocent decent nonsense arh!
people ask,
dunwan say.
but still complain behind.
still say training very tough.
tough?
laugh out loud.
if u dont know the exact meaning of 'tough',
please dont describe it to a situation.
just see how tomorrow.
im in a really no mood to joke around.
got home and online.
firman instant find me.
say that cb kia find him and ask many things about me n my whereabouts.
say wanna bash me and boss up.
especially me.
because of what had happened 4 years ago,
he still tried to make it big n sought revenge after that incident beside lot1.
MASQOTOZ had disbanded eversince 2005.
4 in home.
2 still carrying on for future.
im one of those 2.
now he not scared la.
because i now cn only survive for myself.
unlike last time.
stupid.
then just now went home.
stopped by limbang n happened to saw one of his gang member there.
sure leak de.
dunnid say.
sumore i wore sch skirt n np shirt.
i wont be surprised if i happen to saw him anywhere on my way tml.
outside sch?
yew tee?
or whatever place?
i dun give a fcuk.
wan come,
come arh!!
im not the least scared.
i've been through worse.
if kena bash up only landed up in hospital wad.
if die also better.
i will come back n seek revenge.
MASQOTOZ disbanded doesnt mean im dead.
doesnt mean also the others are dead.
once they are out,
justice would be served.
MASQOTOZ will live up to its standard once again.
im so pissed off i tell u.
first is because of this thing.
last time already kena prank call.
kena threaten.
wan come bash me up.
i dun give a damn.
today i happen to know plan alrd out to come find me.
i also dun care.
then now mother give attitude.
what does everyone want now???!!!
all want find trouble with me!!!
i know i got the troublemaker face.
dont wait until i really lose control of myself.
it will be hell for everyone.
i'd better keep cool.
but my anger is no where leaked out.
for now,
dun start messing up with me.
i may just ended up shouting at u.
i'm trying to change eversince 4 yrs ago incident.
i know i've changed alot after that.
im trying to maintain it.
but this kind of thing really will unleash back whatever i was like before.
let's keep this situation at this stage.
tml.
god will judge if i were to take a sip of water.
i really cnt stand those who just dont deserve to complain but they complain.
well let's c tml.
i wont complain.
i wont drink a sip of water.
but i will definitely shout my lungs out.
i believe.
with my raging anger,
i would be able to stay throughout.
eventhough i cn predict by the time,
i cn collapse anytime.
but since people want challenge me indirectly,
im willing to accept it
u want to play this game with me?
I'M ON.
; DEATH AWAITS
9:41 PM
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