im evil for good..

Sunday, April 20, 2008

hello everyone!!
i have OFFICIALLY MOVED to a new site.
dun bother searching for my blog in blogger.
u will take forever.
i dun use blogger anymore.
because im very sick of it,
it gives me alot of problems,
and it sucks.
suck as in SOME people will be very happy to just be able to access to my post free n easy.
i have never considered making my blog private in blogger.
cos it doesnt make sense.
and for people to hack in is like quite an easy task.
so why bother to take risk.

since my BOSS also has started a blog,
and his Xiao Di aka Ricky also,
i might as well join them.
and if ur curious to know,
all our three blogs are NOT registered under blogger.
too bad.

i will only reveal my new site address to those whom really deserve it.
if any of u wants to view my new site,
kindly ask from me my url personally.
if u know that regardless of what happen i wont tell u anything about my life anymore,
so dun bother n be a thickskin to ask me.

this MIGHT be the last post im posting in blogger.
bcos it holds alot of memories in it.
happiness,sadness,anger.
everything.
the blog will still be here.
tagboard will still be here.
i will still come and reply to tags if i have the time to do so.
and if u cant reach me thru msn or wad,
do leave me a tag telling me that u wanna noe my new site url.
if ure loved,
i will give u.
the only difference is that i wont be posting up here anymore unless i suddenly miss posting in here.
lol.

so take note ya'll.
no more blogger for me!
my new site rocks!
i simply LOVE using it.
thanks to BOSS for the inspiration. =)

' ure already doomed.
stop saving ur own backside.
as i say,
u can always hide.
but u can NEVER run away

; DEATH AWAITS
1:37 AM

Thursday, April 17, 2008

okay.
went school SUPER early.
cos class starts at 8am.
jammed MRT.
fcuks.
but still,
i enjoyed today's programme!

other than the lesson,
mainly is the entertainment that really made my day.
each lesson there will b something new coming in.
like WebPublishing,
people busy msn-ing each other IN CLASS.
like this DEV who purposely msn-ed me when he sat right infront of me. -_-"

3D class would be the best.
lol.
had fun with the MAYA thingy.
also a whole lot of laughing session with that Shawn.
blame him on his spastic Hello Kitty.
and other shit stuffs too that really made us laughed for the whole time.
and laughed as in,
Laughing My Fcuking Ass Off

okay.
very good thing is i get to know my classmates better.
was practically crapping la whole time.
let me see if i can remember ALL my classmates name.

ShengYang
Shawn
Dev
Vicki
Rahimi
Cheryl
Iskandar
Alvin
Zhang Ke
ChingWen
Yong Bin
Kayden
Weijie
Jaslyn
JianXiang

YAY!
i can rmbr everyone's name!!
wahaha!

tml first lesson start 1.30!!
yay!!
finally can sleep late and wake up late.
but will need to head down to SP to buy those freaking books.
lol.
im awaiting the html one.
like damn interesting.
=)))

__________________________________________________________________

dun contradict urself can?
why has it been ur professionalism?
being a POSER?
and a FAKER?
it is definitely SO FAKE la when i found out wad i c.
u shud be grateful that i didnt note down ur name or what u have done in here.
u will get the biggest humiliation in life.
in fact,
ur pride has already gone also right also partly because of this.
but too bad that u DUNNOE that we know about it.
TOO BAD.
so,
go la.
continue cooking up fake conversation with people who DUN EVEN EXIST.
sad childhood

_________________________________________________________________

walao.
i look at BOSS and his Xiao Di's blog i DAMN JEALOUS okay.
both of them created a blog each few minutes ago.
inspired by BOSS's GREAT idea.
i really LOVE the format and custom settings of their blog la.
and their blogs are NOT registered under blogger.
once im very sian with blogger,
i may move to a new blog like theirs.
like soo cool can.
no more .blogspot.com over there.
but it's .-i wont reveal here.com
blogger is getting more unsafe and im seriously like tired of using it.

' xanga,livejournal,wordpress.
i wanna move in into one of these like theirs!
im so jealous can

; DEATH AWAITS
11:51 PM

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

okay.
i know that i didnt update on yesterday's event.
i was really busy surfing some interesting websites.
lol.
k here it is..

Tuesday 15 April

first class started at 11am.
very good la start late
k the main point i wanna talk about here is
HO CHEE MENG 's lecture!!
im soo gonna love his lectures man.
he make lectures soo interesting.
i had fun and in the process also,
i learn.
only Shawn n ShengYang may know wad i meant by that. XDDDD

and i swear that Shawn is like really like a duplicate of FABIANKOH only as in personality la but appearance wise,
he's like a duplicate of MARIO.
he really damn entertaining can?!
it was quite unexpected he sat on my left in the lecture theatre while ShengYang sat on my right.
and we began crapping throughout the whole 2hrs lecture.
and learn also okay!!
tall guys always got their another part of the brain stimulating.
i wonder why.
lol.

k lets talk about KAYDEN.
he was freakingly from UNITYSEC!!!
and only until Cheryl told me then i know.-_-"
k its not im oblivious of my own sec sch ppl k.
KAYDEN was suppose to be a year 2 student in SP but he transferred from interior design course to my digital media course.
thats why la...
then we were like,
" i never c u before lei"
hahahaha..
then i go check unity sec class photos.
finally i spotted him.
how can i not know man.

now i got an addition to my overnight msn conversation.
ShawnTan.
lol.
can crap the shit out of ourselves.

Today 16 April

start of the lesson again with MATH.
Wong or WingKee or whatever he wanna me to call him really make me change my perspective on math teachers.
maybe if i had him during my secondary school days,
i WILL LOVE math.
he's so cute.
>.<
the way he teach okay.
i duwan a guy who looks like he's a father of five.

after that was breakkk!!!!
one lesson only then break.
haha.
best.
after eating,
played DAIDEE with ShengYang,Shawn n JianXiang.
haha.
cant believed i won quite a number of times.
at least everyone won once la.
Shawn was damn impatient can.
just cant wait to win n dun even give me the chance to say whether i wan pass anot.
-_-"
he still can joked about VAYKAY~.
please la.
its VICKI.
lol.
u VIWAWA obssessor.
hahaha.

after break was WebPublishing practical.
haha!!
its basically about talking in html codes.
at least im familiar with it.
it benefits well for those who have blogs.
n the lesson is definitely interesting.
and it soo happens that Rahimi sat beside me.
now i get to experienced what he has got to say.
really crappy can.
he had trouble with his wireless connection n is still so happy about it.
lol.
n when we were doing the html thingy,
he was soo obssessed with powerpuff girls.
hahaha...
wth.

in the process,
my wireless also got cut off for quite a couple of times la.
but still able to be busy msn-ing in the process.

lessons ended half n hr earlier.
basically today im in school for only 2 lessons.
lol.
proceed back to Dover station n board the train.

something bad actually happened in the middle.
dont wish to comment.
it's not anyone's fault anyway.
it's just some stupid people trying to be more stupid.
dunnid to regret over things that had happened.
im the one getting it though.

k tml my first class start at 8am.
fuck.
i hate it.
imagine the bus.
imagine the mrt.
imagine the roads.
omfg.
can someone send me a helicopter as a birthday gift?

but i really look forward to go school these few days.
=))))

' BOSS it's okay la.
ure not at fault.
dun worry.
i just wan u to be back like normal again.
please adapt to ur school.
im deeply aching

; DEATH AWAITS
10:40 PM

Monday, April 14, 2008

First day of school today.
all i can say is dots...
eversince secondary school and even up till now,
i have never experience a good start on the starting day of the week.
Monday's timetable is the longest and most lag one.
to add on,
first lesson of the day starts early and i had to squeezed in with loads more people in the MRT.
and that's seriously people,
sucks.
still is from YewTee up to JurongEast and up to Dover.
imagine the transit moments and the millions of people rushing in just to get inside the pathetic MRT.
it's like as if there's only one MRT working in Singapore.
okay thats not the main point.

THE MAIN POINT IS,
every Monday,
means every starting day of the week,
FIRST lesson.
it is a lecture on MATHEMATICS.
omg.
whatever that had been said was right afterall.
i can NEVER escape from math.
even received whole stack of notes and tutorial which will see me through the semester.
today's chapter being covered is on MATRICES.
and this chapter will benefit those who had taken Amath before in Secondary school.
for people like me,
sorry to say,
i HAVE TO,
no.
i MUST blend well.

u can call me 'wong' or 'wing kee'.
winky?
lol

today i dunno how many times i did a so called ice breaking thingy until i get tired of it.
CD lesson would be the most interesting one today although it's among the longest.
basically is because we did that oh-so-common-lame game which turns out to be fun.
of course it is when 1B/22 is concerned.
DEV plays musical instrument,exercises regularly,like rainy days,speak more than one language,is an only child,has a special talent(dancing),watch ICE AGE 2.
he really can fill up alot of things there.
first day only the whole class was in chaos.
was practically sticking up to Sheng Yang all the time la.
Lunch time the whole lot of us went to have our lunch in Foodcourt 6.
well 2 hours break is DEFINITELY long. -_-"

all i can say is that there are quite a number of jokers in my class.
DEV is of course one of them.
one more joker.
SHAWN.
he really reminded me of FABIAN.
like seriously.
his actions and all that.
even the way he smiled and laughed.
really like that FABIAN lj sia.
hahah.
and SHAWN was also the joke of the day.
after lesson which was before lunch time,
he went to i dunno where.
he called up Iskandar to find out where are all of us eating.
Iskandar replied to him Foodcourt 6.
we wonder wth he heard,
he went all the way to Foodcourt 3 which was right over near the other end.
only to realised that he was at the wrong place when he called back Iskandar.
we waited for him and there he came drenched in sweat.
he was really perspiring profusely!!
seems like he just got back from a marathon or something.
with his bag and all that.
everyone was practically laughing la but its okayy.
and Shawn is born on the 12th of September!
yeah baby.
and he still can tell me how he wish he was born a day earlier. -_-"

oh ya.
i nearly forget.
KAYDEN really resembles BOSS!!!
this is sooo really similar ok.
his facial expressions and all that.
even the voice!
lol.
he's a nice guy too.
i find his name quite interesting.
KAYDEN~

okay at least tomorrow is not that bad.
lesson starts at 11am and only ends at 4pm.
including the 1 n a half break.
wth

___________________________________________________________________

BOSS is feeling so miserable.
he said he cannot adapt to his NEW ENVIRONMENT.
he named his school as the black hole.
he named the people there as aliens.
he,
being one of the students there,
does that make him an alien too??
lol.

i admit i laughed at him okay.
but im also worried la.
while im already starting to get use to my new environment,
BOSS is not.
and from his way of talking to me,
it sounds really different with the element of sadness in it.
nevermind.
lets wait for a few more days okay.
first day today just give leeway la.

if he's still like that,
i will never have peace in my mind.
god bless his soul and give him the strength. =))

' nothing is too long or too far.
one stop away.
one phonecall away.
one sms away.
be strong k

; DEATH AWAITS
10:38 PM

Saturday, April 12, 2008

just got back from HTA for NPAP.
damn tired and my legs are freaking aching.
especially wearing that dumb court shoes for almost four hours straight and within that 4 hours,
im standing all the way!
omg.
i was cursing like a mad woman there.
only Jannah could hear wad i was cursing and she treated it as a form of entertainment. -_-"

okay lets look on the bright side.
i saw alot of my batchmates and squadmates!
while waiting outside Everest room,
chatted with Huiping,Jiatru and Angela.
then Amos came.
more omg.
he looked damn different!!
he actually slimmed down alot!!
i was shocked for a moment when i saw him.

then more n more came.
Rena my love was right in front of my face but i didnt even realise it.
instead i was practically looking and waving at my sister,Julitta!
and Julitta was behind Rena!
see la Rena.
do something about your height.
hahaha!!
saw more others too.
Yenlin i love ur curls!lol.
saw Dexmond,Razak,Ivan,Jovian and ya Nicol kept giving me that cheeky face. -_-"
today's joker of the day,
i can SAFELY say is Jovian.
i think he took the wrong medicine.
well theres more,
Agnes,Qayuum,Bing Xiang and more la k.

i had to do ushering with Jannah.
we're like sai kang warriors.
i can tell u i quite enjoyed myself la cos me n Jannah was practically entertaining ourselves there.
while the parade is commencing,
i made a new friend.
Chester Liew.
he was the one who came to me and Jannah and talked to us as he was lonely in the admin room.
he's a very nice guy indeed.
it was very nice and comfortable talking to him.
although he's from one of the earlier batches,
he dun act like he's more bigger and experienced.
very very humble.
not like some people. XD

lets skip the aftermath part of the parade la.
if not i will really be long winded.

me and Jannah had to rush back as some people were waiting for us at bustop.
changed to PT kit,
sat awhile in Everest room to get green light,
and off we go.
sms-ed lovelove that i had to go off.
sadded.

went back home with Jannah and some others.
was really pissed off with the actions of one particular person la.
i already said a couple of times that if wan to show that kind of attitude,
dun show it infront of me.
but i guess i really watch that show BIG TIME.
i was really really damn pissed off.
Jannah was also pissed off.
as it has got nothing to do with me,
i calmed myself down and talked to Qayuum and Yuewen in the bus.
but i was really burning inside.
if i follow my own principle,
my shoes would already have flown to that person face.
its not that i wanna say this person la.
but please.
even if u have some unhappiness regardless if it involves whoever la eh,
dun give that kind of attitude.
i have seen enough.
u know u have one doting friend over ur side but it's as if u dun appreciate her.
what for if she's ur close friend if she cant even listen to ur rants and help u solve any problems of urs.
but instead of doing anything to solve the matter,
u showed faces to her,
no.
to everyone,
and act as if u own the world.
can't u just understand how would people feel?
cant u just understand how she felt as ur friend when u so called ignored her?
i hope u can just do some self reflection.
bcos i really get frustrated seeing these kind of people who hide their own emotions and problems but yet show faces.
just remember,
its not only u who can give attitude problems.
other people also can.
and one more thing,
its not only u who have problems.
other people also have.
even some,
worse problems than urs.
u know whom u can turn to.
and this is when the word FRIEND comes in.
think about it.

okay.
took 302 in CCK interchange with Jannah and her brother.
after Jannah and her brother alighted,
when the bus reached YewTee MRT station stop,
BOSS boarded the bus.
lol.
bcos i asked him board that one la.
cannot be so coincidence right.
i know he abit pissed la.
bcos i was fickleminded in choosing a place to meet.
i just asked him to wait at YewTee bustop but i didnt expect him to be there quite early.
he gave that grumpy face when he boarded the bus but its okay.
after he heard what i had to say,
he instant change and back to his normal 'kiddy' state. -_-"
we went Limbang to slack for awhile.
did some stupid stuffs and shared some lame jokes after a whole period of ranting session conducted by me.lol.
i not sadistic k.
only he's the one whom can lend me a listening ear and provided me with some advices.
excluding the no common sense advices as self entertainment.ROFL.
i went back home after that as i was feeling really lethargic.

yeah BOSS our school starting VERY soon.
we will also re-schedule all our MEETING SESSIONS.
u can always find me during break time.
we're just one stop away from each other.
hahaha.

u know how it irritates me when u kept asking me about ur Xiao Di?
think i middle messenger arr???
i dun live under the same roof as ur Xiao Di okayy.
and ya,
ur 'chicken little' dance looks like a lost pole dancer doing belly dancing in the hot desert.
it was hilarious-ly disgusting.
entertaining la k.
thanks for TRYING to cheer me up.
ROFLMAO

' nothing that u do will ever work on me anymore

; DEATH AWAITS
11:52 PM

Friday, April 11, 2008

okay.
today will be the first time im blogging abt NPCC training.
went to Unity with Ma'am Shu.
was quite pathetic la cos i thot Jannah wont b coming as like she said,
she has poly orientation.
so,fine.
but who knows she scammed me!
and she conspired with Ma'am Shu to give me a surprise?
i was like shouting in canteen la when i saw Jannah.
then Ma'am Shu still LAUGHED OUT LOUD.
i stunned for a moment can.
wad a surprise.
alrd i was thinking alot how things will go as Jannah not coming.
but its okay.
im just glad she came.
hahaha.

it was one of the rare times when i really felt happy during NPCC trainings.
if im nt wrong,
the last time i was happy like today when in NPCC training was the last training i had with U04.
some things were sorted out.
my U07 was great.
some U05s came down.
Jannah was not herself in a good way.
plus Ma'am Shu who was there to liven up spirits.
nyeahahhaa.
u will never know wad i mean.

after training,
went to meet up with some people.
really sorted things out.
i was really glad this happens la.
i was happy they learnt their mistakes.
and what matters most,
NOW THEY KNOW WAD HAS BEEN HAPPENING!!
yay!
after today,
i will let them off.
i will let go of the matters involving them.
as i know,
they're not totally at fault.
this is just the start of something new.
WELCOME TO THE CLUB!

went to watch awards night.
already standby my camera there cos SOMEONE wan me take video of him when he go up to receive award.
wth.
oh,
before i forget.
i saw alot of my classmates and other friends.
like delson,clement,weehow,xingwei,agnes and more la.
BOSS and gang came down too.
mainly to support lw n gab performing.
raj was the drummer.
lol.
and ya plus the new female vocalist.
gab missed some key notes there and some parts of the music turn spastic.
i think not many ppl realised that.

i didnt manage to cheer for Ricky,Shahidah and Arron when they went up the stage.
as mainly,
i was recording video of them.
well its okay,
the shoutings of the others can already own everything.
congrats to all.
and i hope that Arron is chilling up. XD

after awards night,
i was with Ricky and Kenneth Ho when Ricky and his father offered both of us a ride home in the taxi.
myself and Kenneth Ho was reluctant la to hitch a ride in the cab.
finally,
as Ricky's dad had already halted a cab,
we had no choice.
if not we will be so called arguing on the pathway and will also b doing scissors papers stone there. -_-"
thanks to both Mr Teow(s).
especially to the junior one.
one day i treat u k.
lol.

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so u do have a problem when i say u do not have a life?
because u really dont la.
stop bragging about stuffs that ure not sure of.
u will never expect what will happen next.
stop acting cute as if u dunno wads happening.
and u really no life can...
poser.
no originality.
as quoted by some people(lol).
"my style is copyrighted k"
as far as i know,
ONLY I say things in THAT way.
i had this style eversince dunno when.
only now then u start to follow cos U THINK i can never realise.
but sorry to say,
I DO REALISE.

please la k.
whatever u do now is all useless.
stop talking about traps.
i know u created it first.
dun fucking give people the impression that ure the fucking victim.
dun fucking try to gain sympathy and garner support.
dun fucking shoot me back when u dun fucking know wad u shooting.
dun fucking act innocent and try to make me change my perspective of you.
is this STYLE familiar to u?
HA-HA-HA!

stop 'calling' ur FAKE NON-EXISTENT friends to help u la.
it's soooo fake and damn pathetic can?!
these 'friends' of urs dun even exist.
im scared of ghost okay

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lol BOSS.
i know just now u saw GHOST.
u know whom i talking about.
i know u attempted to bash up this ghost.
but i know just now was a big event and ur pride plus face is at stake.
sumore bashing up someone who is nt worth it.

and i will apologise if u think i leave u alone,like u said to me.
no.
its the other way round lor!
lol.
nevermind.
its not a conducive place anyway.
haha.
sumore with semi conducive people around.
ROFL.
cya tml!

' specially to BOSS,
i know ur Xiao Di just now very smart right and never disappoint u right.
but u still dunnid to keep repeating it to me in sms n msn until i can go BONKERS!

; DEATH AWAITS
11:44 PM

Thursday, April 10, 2008

2nd post of the day...

since Rena mentioned my name in her survey,
just let me do one to return her the favour.
=))

Name 5 people you can think of rightoff the top of your head.Or you canuse your top 5.Don't read thequestions underneath until you writethe names of all 5 people.This is a lot funnier if you actuallyrandomly list the names first...NO CHEATING

1. BOSS
2. Ricky
3. Rena
4. Jannah
5. Julitta

DON'T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU FILLED UPTHE TOP!!!!

1. How did you meet number 3?
73rd batch CIBTC squad DELTA!!!

2. On a scale 1-10 rate yourfriendship with number 5?
11 !! hahaha. Our time spent together is definitely worth it!

3. How long have you known 4?
this yr will be 6 years and still counting

4. How do you know number 2?
same sec school and CCA

5. What would you do if 3 told youthey loved you?
awww~ I will love her too

6. A fact about number 1.
he’s my ever cute sporty shuai BOSS -_-“

7. Who is 4 going out with?
err.HAHAHA

8. What does 5 do for a living?
studying la. Guai kia k. n ROFL

9. Would you live with number 3?
hehehe.why not? We cn have an overnight bitchy session

10. What do you like about number 1?
he’s the greatest guy I have ever known. His straightforward-ness and caring attitude.understanding.and is a HACKER.lol

11. Do you miss number 2?
haha.yeah.AS A CLOSE FRIEND.later if dun miss some ppl will sulk.ROFL

12. Would you kiss number 3?
if I ever have the chance to do so,I will.hahaha

13. What's your opinion of number 4?
very very very understanding friend of mine.we always share secrets.u know,I know.=)))

14. What's your favorite memory withnumber 1?
actually is all the moments when he act cute infront of me

15. What would you do if 1 and 2 went out?
I definitely will go mad.mad as in my mind screw will be loosened

16. Ever had a long conversation with5?
not really. But each conversation is definitely meaningful la!!! Right sister?!haha XD

17. Have you ever slept at 2's house?
lol! No lah.sleep there for what

18. Do you hang out a lot with 3?
can la.not really that lot.she too busy.sad case.lol!

19. Who have you known the longest?
number 1. my dearest BOSS aka lao da.haha.

20. Who have you known the shortest?
number 3 n 5?lol.CI course ma. But it doesn’t matter.i felt like I have known them for life

21. How often do you talk and see 1?
almost the whole of 24/7

22. What about 2?
he’s one cheeky kind of person. Whatever is in related to number 1, u will just find it similar to him. So dun ask anymore

; DEATH AWAITS
11:57 PM

just now was SP flag day!
pathetically i proceeded to Yishun MRT alone.
quite a number of SPs were there.
all wore same shirt for flag day of course i can recognise la.
reached Yishun just nice 7.30am. -_-"
i thot we were supposed to report somewhere before starting with our work.
but nahh.
we instant stationed one spot n start le.

spotted one of my classmate who had helped me 2 days ago during SPICE training.
his name is Sheng Yang.
very nice guy.
he damn enthu can?!
he reminded me of last yr's USS flag day when Foo BiaoChun Jonathan was practically asking for donation from ALMOST everyone on his sight.
we went for lunch break together and chatted alot of stuffs.
he was once from Northland NPCC.
ONCE arr.
means he quitted halfway.haha.
we continue on with our 'business' till about 2pm and proceeded back to SP along with Iskandar and another guy.

went back rm T2033.
count money.
we had to open the lid like those normal beverage drink one.
then skali for mine,
the tab was detached.
wtf.
then my student leader go punched in.
omg.
i was just so scared that he cut his hand.
lol.
nvm.
muscleman.
confirm can.

went back home online.
again same old thing.
chat with same old people.
lol.
nvm.
use to it.
too use to it.
and i found out this particular thing which made me LMFAO.
i bloghopped to one of my USS friend blog.
he's also in SP but in SBE la.
School of Built Environment.
and he was damn pissed off with his seniors la.
cos during orientation he and some friends need to act as transvertite during campfire.
and guess wad,
at the end of it the seniors go and tore away all these 'transvertites' underwear.
IMAGINE THAT!
someone grabbing ur underwear n tore it!
oh my goodness!
n he was really really piss off with it n was practically scolding hardcore vulgars to his seniors.
style man.

if i have these kind of seniors,
i swear i gonna tear his/her whole clothing wear.

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hey i thot ure the most OH-SO-DARING-PERSON ever???
then why now humji?
dun u wanna know everything?
dun u wanna know the truth??
dun u wanna know wads happening???
why back out?
bcause u realise that u have NO ONE except for the pathetic DOGS???
awwwwwwww~
im so sad for u.
if u got a spy,
i got SPIES k.
brushen up on ur languages before u start fagging.

u made me feel fucking stupid.
as each day goes by,
i really keep getting more n more info about u.
only today then i realise im just ONE of ur victims.
u had done a very vicious and professional job in destroying ppl's lives.
not only one but ALOT.
and im so reluctant to admit that im fucking one of them.
i really didnt expect how u can do all these much.
ure really one kind huh.
very capable.

u think u can make me and other people die?
u think u can make me suffer MORE?
u think u got the rights to bring me down?
u think u own the world?
u think u can control everyone's lives?
in fact ure wrong.
ure VERY VERY wrong.

I WOULD LIKE TO THANK ALL MY SPIES MY INFORMERS AND MY FRIENDS FOR ENLIGHTENING ME.
THANKS TO U ALL WHO PROVIDED ME WITH LOTS N LOTS N MORE LOTS OF INFO.
U ALL MADE ME REALISED HOW STUPID I WAS.
BUT U ALL ALSO MADE ME REALISE HOW CLEVER I CAN BE AT PRESENT.
YES I HAVE WISEN UP.
I DEFINITELY REGRETTED WHATEVER THAT HAD HAPPENED.
AND ALSO REGRETTED WHATEVER I HAD DONE.
I BLAME MYSELF FOR MY FUCKING IMMATURE THINKING.
AND OF COURSE,
MY UTMOST STUPIDITY.

i know alot of u made the effort in wanting me to realise all these evil deeds that have been happening.
when before this i just ignore as i didnt experienced it or what,
now i know the reason why.

u can blame me because im the only one who blogged about this.
i know ure reading.
so dunnid act k.
im taking a huge task in representing alot of PARTIES.
not people ok.
PARTIES.
all are going against u.
but im the one summing it up.
so u must thank me.

u think i backstabbed u?
no.
in fact its one of the person that is quite close to u backstabbed u FIRST.
well,
my job is to be the second. =)
u can NEVER blame me for backstabbing u.
as likewhat i had mentioned before in my earlier posts,
U FUCKING BACKSTABBED ME IN THE VERY VERY FIRST PLACE.
for whatever evil deeds u have done,
the WHOLE WORLD is doing it back to u.

i really must take this time to praise ur DOGS.
cos they really learnt well from u.
until they managed to become successful FEMALE DOGS.
yeah.
get it right.
now is no longer fucking bitch only.
fucking bitchES.

thanks alot for everything once again.

as quoted by one of my friends to me,
" i will remember;
and i will also wont forget"

oh,
one thing before i forget.
im SO GLAD that up till now,
not much of my life that u know.
u dun even know that BOSS is a professional account hacker.
=)))

___________________________________________________________________

' BOSS,
my skills are getting better each day.
i know

; DEATH AWAITS
11:35 PM

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

i realised that i wanna post this few days back but i forget about it.
AH TONG JESPER gonna pass out as a CLT this coming Friday!!!
along with Alfred too.
will greet ah tong SIR after he passed out.
im sure he gonna have a great POP.
2 days ago we really had a NICE AND GOOD chat in msn.
nobody can ever guess what we talked about.
and as usual,
he is the ever oh so caring and understanding Jesper.
well,
he was the one who asked me about THE topic.
yes,
THE TOPIC.
which is relatively getting hot nowadays.
of course i told him the whole story since HE IS MY FRIEND OF 5 YEARS.
and im glad he could even gave me some suggestions and of course the normal criticisms regarding THE TOPIC.
its really good that he knows everything from top to bottom.
and i was quite taken aback when he said not only him who knows about it.
some others also know.
and speaking of which,
today i just realised 2 other bball girls in unity also know about THE TOPIC.
wow!
its really a hotstuff!!!

will really be looking forward to see this very capable friend of mine.
once i heard,
HAHA.
means its the arrival of AH TONG SIR ~
=))))

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today went back Unity with Jannah.
went to complete some stuffs and chilled out cum gossipped cum bitched plus more la.
as Ricky and Arron had that awards thingy rehearsal,
so decided to wait for them too.
it was not all a rehearsal.
just some talk or wad shit.
and that they finished early and the four of us went ut mac.
headed back home with Ricky.
it was quite a rare sight to be in a so called empty MRT.lol
and i dun talk halfway okay.
i ALWAYS complete my sentence.

went back home online.
was doing some stuffs.
who knows i was being added into a conversation.
as usual,
with those 2 oh so LOVABLE retards.roflmao
BOSS and Ricky aka Lao Da and Xiao Di.
and again,
they were up with their most capable talent.
conspiring with each other to make me confuse.
-_-"
not funny okay.
now i know how to stop the both of u.
muahahahaha.

tml got SP flag day.
damn lol.
still need to report so freaking early.
i need my sleep okay.
alright blame myself for sleeping late.
hope tml is a good day for Singaporeans to be charitable.
hahahah.

___________________________________________________________________

it was already very bad that u spied on one person.
then u made used of ur dogs to spy on me.
then now u wanna spy more?
is that all u can do?
is that all ure capable of?
oh please do get a life.
im ur main target.
u wan spy on me,
by all means!!
isnt my this blog enough for u??
until u still need to carry on with those filthy stuffs behind my back???
wad u wanna find out?
my blog has EVERYTHING.

u wanna spy more?
wan me to give u my house key??
so u know what time i reach home and if i gt cheat u or not??!!
wan me put a computer chip in myself?
so that u can track me down wherever i go whoever im with??!!
wanna divert all my calls to ur phone??!!
so u know whoever has been calling me??!!
wan me send all my phone recordings and msn conversation history to u??!!
so that u know wadda fuck has been happening and whatever ppl had talked or bitched about u??!!
wan me give u my BOSS hp number and home address too??!!
so that u fucking know who he is and how he has got to do with me??!!

i dun settle everything thru phone calls.
i dun make life hard for people thru phonecalls.
i dun trouble others thru phonecalls.
i dun seek attention thru phonecalls.
COS ONLY U DO THIS KIND OF THING AS U DUN HAVE A FUCKING LIFE!

it is just so freaking sad and pathetic that u know nuts about anything.
i felt apologetic for u. AS IF
i dun even treat animals as bad as how u treat fellow humans like all of us.
well now,
i hope u know that ure not a human neither an animal.
ure a BEAST.
get it drilled in ur micro brain, bitch.

BITCH ROX!
k whatever.

' no more OCK la.
BOSS k.
BOSS.
hahaha.

; DEATH AWAITS
11:32 PM

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

okayys.
today was the 2nd day of FOP.
suppose to reach SP T2033 by 9am.
was practically cramping in the MRT like wtf.
at that moment,
how i wish i was back in sec school.
just by taking 302 to yewtee and abit of walking n i reached le.
now no more.
after the bus,
theres still the mrt.
worse,
its the ongoing MRT towards Jurong East.
more wtf.

and when i was at YewTee interchange passing through the ticket machine,
i felt the breeze of OCK.
omg.
lol.
i kept glancing to double check if it was really him.
n yes it is.
hahahaha.
at least that brighten up my day early in the morning.
=D

reached SP at around 8.40.
and it was hell for me to find my building.
T20.
and when i finally reached T2033,
it was just nice 9am.
how pathetic.
and i was only the 2nd person who came.
so u cn roughly guess how ppl cannot b on time as they dunno where in the hell is T20.lol.

SPICE training and it was then the distribution of flag day items.
sian.
then my class 1B/22 met our PTN Sharlin Ho.
a very nice lady i can say.
ohhh and did i told u about the strength of my class?

class 1B/22 of year 2008
total strength>>14
no. of guys>>11
no.of girls>>3
no. of malays>>3

omg.
fun can?
but im always stick in a class which got like almost thrice the amount of girls.
like my previous 4/5 in USS,
out of 39,
only 11 are girls.
now is 11 guys,
3 girls.
total strength 14.
best.
out of 3 malays,
im the ONLY malay girl.
2 of them are guys,
Rahimi n Iskandar.
only managed to communicate with Rahimi though.
okay and guess what,
DAVE that insane guy i mentioned in my previous post is in the same class as me!
the moment when he stepped into T2033,
he laughed.
everyone know its him.
he was seriously mad la.
and he was appointed by our PTN as the class rep.
and he was soo proud of it.
lol.

im sooooo happy of my timetable for this semester.
school end relatively late on Fridays.
I LIKE IT!!!<33333>

___________________________________________________________________

im really very sick of u already la.
u know i really felt HEAVENLY when i didnt even bother to think about u??
now u sense how desperate i am to really get rid of u outta my life ASAP.
i dunno why when i already proceeded up to the next level,
i still have to face ur nonsense u fucking bitch.
after right at this point of time,
no thanks arr.
i have my own fucking life!!
not like you!
it is all too late to mend things up.
trying to settle stuffs the 'matured' way?
i want to be immatured also not ur problem okayyy!!

if u can backstab me, i also can.
if u can bitched about me, i also can.
if u can badmouth me, i also can.
if u can fake to me, i also can.
if u can make my life difficult, i can make urs ten times worser.
if u can make other people suffer, i also can and that is to make ur fucking dogs suffer.
AN EYE FOR AN EYE

dun ever fucking ask me why.
im seriously gonna puke when i heard the word 'appreciative'.
ure wad people call,
'the pot calling the kettle black'.
U DUN EVEN FUCKING APPRECIATE ME, BITCH!!!!!!

it's really all too late to mend things up.
i alrd persevered through eversince last year.
i really endured through up to my maximum energy.
not only me,
but 779467394749059 other people who have truly known u VERY WELL.
u really disgusts me!!
disgust disgust disgust!!!!

even if u plead to me,
my heart will never turn back to u.
I WILL NEVER LICK BACK WHATEVER I HAVE SPAT.

it is soo cool for everyone to be watching u being made a big fool of urself.
u dun even know theres a big fucking exciting programme happening behind ur back.
i send my condolences to u.

' BOSS how was my speech?
u inspired me on most of the keypoints.
wahaha!

; DEATH AWAITS
11:26 PM