im evil for good..

Monday, March 31, 2008

yesterday went bowling with the other 5 women cliques.
jannah, fakheerah, arifah, hafizah and fadhilah.
mainly was to celebrate fadhilah's birthday which falls on the 31 and that is today.
eversince our secondary school life ended,
it has been quite difficult for us to meet each other like how we used to.
so given this chance,
we might as well make full use of it.

going out with them was as usual, ROWDY.
with all the aunty-like actions.
especially the TWINS jannah n fakheerah who always made me,hafizah n arifah laughed about them.

BOWLING with them was helluva funny!!
i was key-ing in to the system.
and i asked,
" who wanna go first?"
and all of them was like thinking its the end of the world. -_-
so end up jannah went first, i went second and it continues.

the last time i went bowling was quite some time before Olevels.
and when i started playing yesterday,
i realised that i suck.
i only managed to strike once.
which was so suck.
and quite a number of rounds it rolled to the drain.
BAEK AH LONGKANG.lol.
i need to bowl more so i can be like last time.
i must at least score the 100 mark.
for yesterday,
1st round i scored 89
2nd round i scored 60?
PATHETIC.

while taking turns to bowl,
we had alot of chatting sessions.
i got to know more info about that bitch.
recently,
i got more n more infos about her as the days go by.
and i swear that i like it.
what a fucking bitch.
i didnt know she was so happy in making the effort to break us up.
the 6 women cliques.
haha.
arifah can never be more angry than me when she got to know about this.
especially when one part it involves her.
i was also damn angry la please.
that fucking bitch had been badmouthing me to all my friends.
but im so proud that all my friends weren't stupid unlike her.
i just cant expect how despicable this bitch can be.
just what is her motive of doing so.
what does she get by kept badmouthing me to other people especially to my best friends??

ohh.
i just forgot the reason of she doing so.
she's just jealous of what kind of great friends i have been having around me.
she also want these great friends that i have.
but all she can get is just fake and non-existent friends.
how pathetic can she get.
im so sad for her.

my patience is running low.
the show is starting soon.
my effort of waiting and suffering is indeed worth it.
the time is here.
the time to destroy that fucking bitch.

and i really need to thank this fucking bitch one particular thing.
just one thing that made me really appreciate her.
thanks for all the acting skills u have thought me.
i believe im a much better actress than u after all these.
thanks lots.

god gonna grant me my prayers real soon.
to get the fuck of this bitch out of my life.
and she will be the first one to be hearing me say,
" even if u rot,
suffering,
crying,
dying,
I WONT GIVE A FUCK"

because we're not friends.
and we have NEVER EVEN been friends.

so,
SHUT UP AND SHOO~

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY FADHILAH!!!!!!
fad,
ure my best gossip girl la can.
thanks for the great info that u had about that bitch.
really appreciate it.
hope u had fun yst and hope u have a good birthday plans.
iloveu girl!!
6 years of friendship and still counting on.

just taking this time to say,
to fadhilah,arifah n jannah,
6 years of our friendship and still going strong.
to fakheerah and hafizah,
4 years of friendship and still going strong.
we will always be catching up with each other's lives no matter what.
nobody can break our friendship apart.
especially that fucking bitch.
that bitch really made our friendship hard on rocks.
just take all that happened as a test.
i guessed now u all know the REAL her and i really had fun laughing when all of u criticised her to the max yst.

thanks to all of u.
happy nampak happy nampak??!!
hahahaha.
baek ah makciks.
lol.da kene pelempang berbuih mulot.

' dun worry my BOSS,
that bitch wont be able to bring us down.
she's going down first. =))
thanks for all the concerns.
ure the bestest one in my life la can.
lol

; DEATH AWAITS
12:55 PM

Sunday, March 30, 2008

RENA tagged me to do this.
since its late at night,let me just do it.
i will update about today on tml.
damn tired.

1. Qn: At what age do you wish to marry?
Ans: err. 25/26 perhaps. i still wanna enjoy life

2. Qn: What you want the most now?
Ans: sleep

3. Qn: Have you ever been hurt by somebody close to you?
Ans: DUHHH

4. Qn: Do you think you're gay?
Ans: correction.lesbian? NAAHH.im straight okay

5. Qn: If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Ans: getting back with my juvenile life.lol.

6.Qn: What are you afraid to lose the most now?
Ans: my BOSS.hahaha

7. Qn: Do you believe in eternity love?
Ans: u mean eternal love?wow ur english sucks man. most probably.

8. Qn: If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Ans: im not the kind who make the first move

9. Qn: List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Ans: 1. she's my lover. 2. i loveee her hair. 3. she hear to my RANTS

10. Qn: What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Ans: be more sadistic,dun give people anymore chances,when i say i wanna do something i will really do it

11. Qn: What type of person do you hate the most?
Ans: fuck up ones

12. Qn: Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Ans: definitely

13. Qn: Do you believe in God?
Ans: yaaa DUHHH

14. Qn: What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Ans: family and friends

15. Qn: Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Ans: i dun find it as a need.

16. Qn: At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?Ans: i would prefer COMFORT ZONE

17. Qn: What kind of friend you hope to be in your friend's eyes?
Ans: understanding n willing to lend a pair of listening ears

18. Qn: The place you want to go the most with your loved ones?
Ans: heaven.can?

19. Qn: What do i dislike about myself?
Ans: be patient on matters that are not worth it

20. Qn: One thing you love the most right now?
Ans: having the greatest bunch of people around me

' i hate bitches who try to create conflict in a strong friendship bond.
will elaborate more on this tml.
i know quite a number of secret viewers love reading my posts.
come back tml k

; DEATH AWAITS
11:50 PM

Saturday, March 29, 2008

earlier in the morning had my area sharing session.
dun wish to comment about it as it does not interest me at all.
was just hoping for the time to pass by.
during the sharing session my hp kept vibrating.lol.
especially when the clock strike 12pm.
haha.
suppose to be area 20 D07 ppl set off to harbourfront.
but was delayed to half n hour later.

when finished me,Julitta,Nicol,Razak n Afiq went to change into civillian clothes and set off.
otw saw Jolene.
she was stunned to the max when she saw us right in front of her.
with of course our spastic face.
throughout our journey,
cant stopped talking abt stuffs and ROFL-ed like theres no tml.
bringing back all those memories are really worthwhile.

went for the SENTOSA EXPRESS.lol.
every station there will be the person there who will b waving to the people inside the monorail.
and that really cracked me up can.
sumore we alighted at the wrong stop.
one stop overshot.
too engrossed by the woman who waved at us.
and there we need to walked from one end to another.

finally saw Rena,Kang Ming,Fabian,Kah Hwee n Aaron towards the end of Siloso beach.
-_-".
all of us went into water.
except for Nicol who claimed he never brought extra clothes.
did alot of dumb stunts when in the water.
especially when there's Razak around.
u can expect a very chaotic moment.

we went off when it started to drizzle.
anyway we had been there for quite some time.
Q-ing up for the shower room was a hell.
lol.
and the guys outside were like,
"DELTA fall-in! u all are late alrd!"
Fabian still can say,
" i give u 10 seconds to come out"
wth.

we then took the monorail back to VIVO.
managed to take a proper photo before Kah Hwee n Aaron went off.
the rest of us headed to the foodcentre to have our meal.
damn most of us were like hungry ghosts.
the guys even had TWO rounds of meals.
that explains how hungry they were.

after eating we then went up VIVO to snap photos.
snap photos and did ALOT of spastic actions.
with Fabian keep kbkb me like wtf.
played with the water.
they did some drills there which really attracted quite a number of ppl.
went bonkers when we saw the NO SWIMMING sign n began to take photos with it.
lol.

went Arcade after that.
by the time it was already about 8 Oclock.
i wondered how many times they played the car racing one.
played until soo noisy and hilarious laaa.
then after that played the 'slam' thingy.lol.
figure out urself la.
it can be the common game within our squad.
its damn hilarious la especially when playing with all these people.
soo many funny reactions.
Fabian so act in the end also win ONE game only.
BIG SHOT ARH?
hahaha.

after had enough of playing,
went back.
made hell lots of noise in the NEL train.
we dun even look like some disciplined people.haha.
and this Fabian still can kbkb me even when i wanna go off.
he called me cb so i called him lj.lol.
n we were like calling each other that.
hahaha.
kbkb me whole day in the end also pulled my hand duwan ask me go off.
he stopped at BOON KENG station.
sounds like in relation with SOMEONE.
haha.

so Rena,Kangming n Fabian continued on the NEL train journey while me,Julitta,Nicol and Razak stopped at Outram Park and continued on our journey until we headed our separate ways.
we really had alot of stuffs to talk about.

k i tired le.
altho i found something which makes me damn happy a few hours ago,
i tired to say anything about it la.
just wanna say a good show is about to happen.
i hope my skin doesnt peels like last time.
it was such a sucky feeling to have a peeling skin.
-_-".

k so let the pics do the talking!!!!