the feeling is soooo SONG!!!(taught by boss) -_-"
really.
the chance of waking up at a time like this is VERY RARE.
woke up go bathe and did the most important thing in my life.
READ NEWSPAPER.
yes,
it's the most important thing in my life.
for nearly a week i nv read newspaper as i was very busy.
and i felt very weird plus a sense of great loss.
sometimes i also felt very stupid as my general knowledge is failing.
thats why,
reading newspaper for me is a MUST.
k random.
after that eat breakfast and watched tv.
really bored when i have nothing to do.
furthermore,
my life in secondary school is OVER!!!
very bored okay.
watched tv until 12pm then go sleep again.
my body system feel really lag and very tired.
because i always lack of sleep.
today is like so called revenge.
slept till about 2pm.
wow!
accomplishment.lol.
received 2 msges when i woke up.
one from an unknown number whom i eventually realised it was CHEEYANG who tried to play guessing game with me.-_-"
and another one is from that crooked eyed faggot who still try to make me involve with damn activities happening in the fcuking class.
damn.
im out.
went online and blog hopped.
ricky happened to online chat with me too.
and we went for video venturing.
and i swear it was holy crap.
but definitely entertaining for crappy ppl like us.lol.
discovered alot of things.
so the very cute.
serious.
after that about 4 plus after ricky went offline to go slp,
i received a call from kb.
good timing.lol.
yadayadayadayada~~
we chat like nobody's business.
same old thing.
childish crappy people with their own childish fcuking mind.
***GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT FOR TODAY****
managed to complete a 436 pages of a novel within 24 hours!!!
memories of midnight by sidney sheldon.
so far,
dunno how many tonnes of sidney sheldon's novels i've read.
they are so sensational.
no is not about romance or wadever fcuk.
but more of mysteries and conspiracies.
and in every part of it,
there would be a twist and unexpected situation.
like his latest novel "are u afraid of the dark",
memories of midnight which i just had finish reading was FANTASTIC!!
both constantin demiris and napoleon chotas died in their own sins.
atanas stavrich was really a faggot who is soo evil n sly.
the author,
sidney sheldon really arranged the story line until soo interesting and unexpected to be read.
wow and omg!!!
SIDNEY SHELDON DONT DIE YET!I WAN MORE OF UR NOVELS!!PRETTY PUHLEEEASSSEEE.
mum came to me just now.
her expression was so different.
she sat and said,
"we need to talk"
for the moment i thot it was because i had done sumthing wrong.
but no....~~~
the most innocent uncle that i think i've got in the world actually is involved in huge debts.
real huge.
one.
two,
he is in this state right now because he's involve in making bets on horse races.
OMG.
this was really unexpected.
the most religious one i had known all this while,
the one whom i thot cant stop praying 24/7 actually GAMBLES AND INVOLVE IN HUGE DEBTS!!!
OH MY FUCKING GOD.
and he's now making life fucking difficult for everyone.
im not saying to my family.
if he make life difficult for my family,
i swear im gonna kill him.
but he is making life difficult to the ppl around him.
he pawned off his wife's jewellery.
ALMOST everything.
and it involves not a small amount of money.
real huge.
i mean it.
and more surprisingly,
he has been doing this dirty stuff since dunno how many years.
and for the fact that he made his wife and son suffered silently really raged me off.
he really have the cheek to do this kind of thing.
such a good and pious wife that he had plus a merely 7 year old son.
he still dare to do this kind of thing.
i just feel like killing him right now.
all the utmost respect that i had on him all this while had shattered instantly.
he really disappoints me.
he's really in no position to be called MY UNCLE.
i dun have such uncle.
and now,
he's making everyone's life difficult by trying to help him clear off his debt.
wad a big fuck he is.
i just cant believe it.
i just dunno how i cn face this fucking uncle of mine.
all the treasures that my grandmother plus his mother in-law supposingly gave to his wife,
he had it all pawned off.
and now,
his wife is left with nothing.
wad dha fuck???!!!
i use to criticize ppl who do this kind of thing to their family when i watched this kind of situation in tv.
but little did i expect the same thing to happen and is done by the most unexpected relative in the big family.
i just cant accept it.
i really cant.
wad a throw face.
im still dazed right now.
is this for real??
OH MY REALLY DAMN FCUKING GOD!!!!!
and dear aunt,
if i were u,
i would have long time ditched that fucking husband of urs.
no point sticking with him when he's making ur life difficult.
and u've suffered for years.
it's time to move on with ur son altho i know u love ur husband too much.
but is he worth ur love?
each and everyone of my relative is giving problem.
i've got a cousin who is now only 17 and wishes to get engaged to a girl who is of my age and the girl is so fcuking not suitable for him.
i've got an aunt who went berserked after her husband two timed her and she went to work as a bar hostess and even landed in prison once.
i've got a cousin also who keep making life difficult for the parents by cheating them off their money and also always kena possessed by whatever fuckin hantu.
i've lost a very entertaining uncle who was divorced by his fcuking wife who is my own fcuking aunt,the bar hostess, after he was caught two timing and also jailed for one yr for smuggling contraband ciggarettes.
and now,
i've lost a very respectful uncle who made the biggest fcuking mistake in his life by gambling and having huge debts and make everyone suffer.
all this happened after the death of my beloved grandfather.
before that,
everything was PERFECTLY FINE.
GOD PLEASE HELP ME.
i cant pretend to ignore wadever that has been happening.
can i cry out loud like,NOW????!!!!!!!!!!
; DEATH AWAITS
10:49 PM
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