know what?
IM BACK!!!
i know u all got miss me.
haha.
4D3N HOLIDAY.
destination,
PULAU UBIN.
favourite holiday destination.heh.
like real.
FIRST DAY
felt very dreadful to wake up.
so fucking early in the morning.
sumore i slept at about 1 plus to pack up my things.-_-"
went HTA.
some ppl were alrd there.
sit around wait for further instructions.
went up bus n proceed to changi jetty.
the others are all there.
took bumboat n went Ubin.
proceed to Camp Resilience.
sprained my ankle half way through.
was fucking disappointed with myself.
treated my sprained ankle when reached campsite.
haiz.
first day tio scolding like kns.
im so freaking ass sian.
i just since the start,
not in favour of my atc group 5 aka EH.
i just dun like my group like what i say during our mini group debrief.
i just gave myself 2 choices.
either go back to my DELTA or go back home.
but i moved on without considering both choices.
i missed everything back in mainland.
SECOND DAY
sian.
tio scolding again.
hardcore.
orienteering.
go through orienteering again n do lesson plan.
damn bored.
3 hours sumore.
kayakking.
best.
3 hours.
so cooling,
so windy,
so breezy,
so SONG.
lol.
had a bit of briefing and went into the sea.
nice.
paddle across the sea as to where the CIIs instructed us to.
abit of drizzling here and there but dun care.
later in the evening,
it started to rain heavily.
so cold and so shiok.
haha.
then got nightwalk.
lol.
kah hwee asked if i got partner anot.
i instant say no.
then we go together lor.
suppose to be one pair only go.
then due to serious time constraint,
2 pairs go at one time.
so,
me n kah hwee went with bing xiang and yue wen.
dumbass funny.
haha.
it was so freaking funny.
since im the only girl,
they ask kah hwee stand in front,
i stand behind him followed by bing xiang n yue wen.
we kept holding each others bag like some kiddies.lol.
that kah hwee kept scolding me because i keep pulling his bag.
but HELLO!
it's Bing Xiang pull my bag first lor tts why in the midst i also pull kah hwee's bag right!
irritating bodoh.
haha.
kah hwee kept complaining and scolding funny shit vulgars.haha.
then at one point of time,
out of nothing,
no wind and whatsoever,
one part of the bush suddenly moved!!
we stopped there for awhile.
kah hwee showed me that worried face and asked,
WHATS THAT??!-_-"
bing xiang was quite worried too.haha.
i just said continue moving on and stop talking crap.
i didnt know the reaction of stepping onto a mud was to say,
FUCK LA!
well,
that was kah hwee's reaction.
ROFL.
at the end of the nightwalk,
got to know that some instructors are placed within the forest.
n high possibility is one of the instructor who shook the bush.
DAMN!
im saying it on behalf of Kah Hwee because whatever vulgars he scolded earlier on,
could be heard.
good luck lor.
hahaha.
THIRD DAY
land expedition.
started off quite well.
from camp resilience to jetty and from jetty to puaka hill and went back camp resilience.
however,
during the journey from jetty to puaka hill which was damn fucking far,
for the very first time in my life,
suffered hyperventilation along the way.
it was damn sucky.
most sucky condition that i got eversince i was born into this world.
i even spit out the drink that i drank like buay song like that and coughed like mad.
was total collapse.
dunwan to say more in detailed.
just that after land ex,
i find that my atc grp 5 was not bad afterall!!
we cared so much for each other and thats where we became more bonded.
wouldnt want to say much.
just to comment about that DZAFIR who every minute n every second ask if i okay anot and if i need him to piggyback me.-_-"
it just irritates me when he keep repeating that.lol.
and i would also like to thank HUIPING who was my buddy n was there throughout the whole journey.
she really helps alot.
yeah thats what groupmates are for.
and not forgetting FLORENCE plus HAMIDAH too.
tio scolding and tekan.
supreme hardcore.
felt bad la actually.
i know i indeed play apart in it and i felt really bad about it.
wouldnt wish to say it here.
just wish to say that whatever that i was involve in,
was only a matter of joke and not taken into heart seriously.
kena pump 120 until one person address the whole situation.
after that got special dinner also no mood.
campfire also actually no mood but thanks to D07 who did not let this matter dampened their spirit and we actually make this camprfire happened together.
LAST DAY
last day of camp!!!
fucking happy.
it was when we actually witness the whole batch of D07 being united together when we actually cheered as loud as we can.
we also motivated each other to move on.
thats the spirit that everyone has been waiting for.
most sensational part was when all the CIIs when to shake all of our hands.
it was very touching la.
some people shed tears that are worth shedding.
the words that they convey to us.
not including our flashbacks of how unappreciative we are in making things difficult for them most of the time during the course.
all of us just felt very wrong.
eng khye sir was the most sensational one.
he actually conducted a mini debrief with each and everyone of DELTA ppl while holding that person's hand.
i just couldnt believe he did that.
when he did it to me,
i just felt like crying but i didnt cry.
i will always remember what he said and i will bear it in mind.
the awaiting request by DELTA.
to see eng khye sir SMILE.
guess what,
we actually saw him smiled!!
shuldnt he have smiled earlier?
i cn guarantee that most of the female CITs will b attracted to him.hahaha.
after everything,we went back jetty and proceed back to HTA.
took taxi with Jannah to Yew Tee.
met kb there n we had our chitchat session.lol.
finally reached mainland.
my COLD WATER!!!!.hahaha.
basically thats about it la.
if i want to list down in detailed,
tml also cannot finish,
trust me.
missed DELTA peeps so much.
still meet Julitta,Jiahui and Rena along the way throughout atc.
kept asking me to joke.
haha.
but sorry guys.
my mood was just not there.
i know Rena is very sad.
tsktsk.
hahaha.
Yue Wen aka Botak talk alot also.
oh yes.
FABIAN.
everytime he call me,
is like i didnt even realise he was there until i saw him.
ROFL.
i seem to have a loss of sense of direction.
nevermind,
after this we got the whole time of our life to settle other things together as a squad.
damn tired today after leaving campsite towards jetty.
i type until super long when actually i want to sleep.lol.
i better go slp now.
seriously damn tired.
goodbye everyone,
goodbye everyone,
goodbye everyone,
till we meet again.
; DEATH AWAITS
11:15 PM
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