today is hari raya aidiladha.
was effing tired and lazy to wake up.
furthermore,
i was feeling really sick.
i just move on.
as per normal,
wore my hari raya outfit and went to grandma's house.
as usual,
the norm of hari raya.
seeking for forgiveness and collect money.lol.
then went to a relative's house plus to the hospital,
yadayada and go home.
as i didnt get to watch ASIAN IDOL due to the fact that im ENJOYING myself in ubin,
i therefore get the chance of watching it.
still cant believe it though that hady mirza won.
i aint his fan.
okay,
as it is so obvious,
i just put up a new tagboard.
due to the garnering of relentless support from many people.-_-"
from LAO DA who always say my blog is incomplete without tagboard.
from RENA who ask me to put up a tagboard as a form of joking gadget.lol.
from JULITTA who suggest that i put a tagboard so that her tagboard will not be a battlefield.ROFL.
and the most is from FABIAN who everytime kbkb me and want me put tagboard.hahaha.
and with that,
there's the tagboard!
like DUH.
everytime im blogging,
i cant help but to think of DELTA.
im sure all the other DELTAs agree with me too.haha.
RENA the person who forever thinks im a joker.
JIAHUI who got the ma'am look altho everytime like ah lian.baring la u.lol.
JULITTA who never fails to put a smile or a bit of laughter on herself.
YAN TONG altho seldom communicates,she's still my squadmate.
YUNDAN my tent mate and sometimes also talk no link.hahah.
JANNAH my soul partner who will always help me. o.0 soul partner?friend la!
CHUN YING who got a really vast knowledge about campcraft.
YEN LIN who everytime laughs when i do something unintentionally.-_-".lol.
JOVIAN whom i found that he commands in a unique way.
YUE WEN who loves to talk and volunteer himself.
DEXMOND who can be a stand up comedian in the near future.
QUAN YI who everytime makes me wonder why his shirt looks tight on him.lol.
AFIQ whom also seldom talk much but actually gt alot to talk.
AMOS one of the most sensationally unique person i've ever met.
IVAN who never fails to stand up from the crowd.
HAFIZHAN a person who looks like nv talk much but actually talk alot.
ZAMRI most quietest one i suppose.everytime kena pester with qs by jannah.
RAZAK his looks and character is a great matching.the squad joker.=)
KAH HWEE my atc groupmate also n everytime crap.nonsense bodoh.haha.
AARON the squad motivator and a nice person.PEOPLE, UR POSTURE!lol.
DANIEL whom i suppose to be very good in campcraft and v knowledgable.
KANG MING one of the most responsible person i've ever seen.right rena?lol.
NICOL whom always kena shoot by eng khye sir and with that,i pity him.ROFL.
FABIAN one who is altho everytime kbkb me and initiate me in doing nonsense stuffs(LOL),is still my 'brother' and district mate.hahahaha.
all these people with their different characters piece up the bond in between all of us,resulting in the ever sensational-impactful-cannot forget-fun squad DELTA of batch D07 CIBTC.
i actually have no energy to just do anything.i feel very sick.but to blog about DELTA just keeps me going.
tomorrow is POP training plus classi shoot.
neet to wake up damn early and fall in at 8.
ASS.
i havent even iron my uni or put all the buttons.
but i have polished my boots!
but still very suck.
my head is spinning right now.
tomorrow will be seeing all my batchmates especially my squad people.
must be happy!
please wish me well.
nobody in my unit actually knows me n jannah went for this course.
27 to 29 is my annual unit camp.
28 is my annual unit campfire.
sec 4 n 5 invited.
i dread for that particular time to come.
seeing my former squadmates.
how will they react when they saw me n jannah?
not as a ssgt like them but as a CI.
how will they react as a matter of fact we didnt tell them.
this matter worries me the most eversince i was in RC.
this i because,
during RC,
everytime i check my hp when lights out,
there would always be msges sent by my squadmates whether i will be going for the campfire.
i was just too stunned to reply them.
and so,
i didnt reply.
jannah did expressed her concerns too.
i know my former squad too well.
i know my former squadmates too well to foresee the future.
and due to this fact,
i just cant imagine what would happen n how would people react.
there are just too many things need to be told.
i just cant imagine the reactions of SOME people.
SOME people who actually kena rejected in the nominal roll.
SOME people who actually want this post more than anyone else.
SOME people who got a fucking attitude which actually brings himself down.
i just cant imagine facing that SOME people.
just feel like smacking him.
so everyone,
pray that the SOME people never come.
to think of all this,
this is my most possible solution.
just dont fucking give a damn about it and dont care!!!!!
isnt that the way?
okay.
im just trying to comfort myself.-_-"
I LOVE YOU
YOU LOVE ME
WE ARE ONE BATCH CITs
BEEN THROUGH 9 DAYS RC
4 DAYS ATC
2 MORE DAYS TO POP!!!!
=)))))
; DEATH AWAITS
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