just that today there's sumthing extra.
save it for later.
yesterday n today morning,
met up with kb and jannah.
discuss about things we gonna do for training on the later part and other things la.
went back uss wait until training start.
2nd Jan is mostly component training and the cadets did abit of fancy.
today is mass plus fancy.
manage to do it on the parade square,
thanks to the coorperation of NCC.
shan't comment much about the activities yesterday and today.
actually im very tired la.
just that i feel i shud blog about something for today.
ok continuing on,
today after training,
when on the way back home,
happened to saw 2 of my CI batchmates,
ANGELA and SI QIAN.
SI QIAN was the one who said "HEY" and she pulled me back.
damn funny ar her.
i was quite stunned la.
then i "HEY" back.
we didnt really talked much la as each other are rushing for time.
just felt happy seeing them which i dunno why.
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can i like say something?
when two people of the opposite gender are standing together,
doesnt mean that they are really together!
so,
there's not a need to show those kind of fcuking faces or making funny sound effects because to summarise what im trying to say,
CHILDISH PEOPLE DONT DESERVE A FCUKING PLACE IN THIS WORLD.
fullstop.
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the moment i got that phonecall from lw,
i stunned on the spot.
how do u think i felt when i heard that u were bashed up?
nobody told u to go and confront them.
even if u wan to go n confront them,
nobody told u to go alone.
nobody told u to help me.
nobody told u what i was trying to do.
nobody even told u to act like a hero.
when in the end,
u ended up being almost like a vegetable.
so whose fault will that be?
dont say it's ur fault.
it would be mine.
what u get is what im suppose to get.
i should have settle all these a few days back.
i shud have done what i want to do a few days back.
if i had done so,
u wont be in this state.
so within this situation,
there's no one to blame except me,myself.
i brought this upon u.
i will settle all these once and for all.
i dont want to drag anyone down.
i dont want to drag u down especially.
i dont want that because of me,
u suffer.
i will do and settle all these for my ownself,
for others,
and also for u.
because i really love u very much.
trust me and once again,
im sorry.
; DEATH AWAITS
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