i have my own reasons in doing things.
when i thought that being silent about it was the best way,
it is actually the most fatal way.
i dont want this to happen.
i dont want it to end like this.
i have not even started on my journey.
i have been living in misconceptions.
i have been living in misunderstandings.
i wonder,
when will these end.
4 years of strong friendship with BOSS,
when i thought was a good thing,
till now then i suddenly realise that it was a bad thing,
although not involving both of us.
we're close for the bonds,experiences and interests that we shared.
but still it meant nothing.
i have nothing much to say about what i really want to say.
i lost all my sense of direction.
i dunno where to go to.
i dunno who to go to.
im drowned in my own sense and feelings.
i will only feel better after i cleared all my doubts.
my mood is not quite right from this moment onwards.
i will continue being like this until i dunno when.
i really need some enlightenment.
pardon me all.
; DEATH AWAITS
2:34 PM
2:34 PM
