basically,
i've been wasting time for the whole day today.
lol.
not really wasting time la.
first and foremost,
i woke up at 10am.
shiok sia.
sumore woke up no one at home.
wah best.
hahaha.
watch tv and chatted with someone on the phone.
went down lot 1 for my first mission.
but mission failed as targetted people were not there.
tomorrow would be a better day.
-_-".
got home,
still no one.
all go dunno where buy things.
heck care.
went online and again chatted on msn.
at the same time,
polishing my boots.
the image of my idol's shining boots kept playing in my mind and i told myself that im gonna shine my boots like hers or at best,
shinier than hers.
i guess that this could be done quite soon as i could see some improvements.
at least my reflection could be seen and when in a dark surrounding,
bits of shine still could be seen.
lol.
but still,
i will keep striving on my boots.
hahaha.
after i went offline,
watched tv.
that scaredy-cat brother of mine borrowed the what true sg ghost stories dvd from his friend.
then me,my bro that scaredy-cat and my dad watched together.
one thing as to why im not that scared of watching horror movies is because me and my dad share the same sentiments.
my dad can even make the horror movie into a comedy one.
for me la.
altho for my bro,
he can pee on his pants and go into the room crying.
lol.
my dad just got alot to comment each time he watch horror movies.
fake la.
the ghost look like pek ji la or whatever.
then scare people like dunno how to scare.
the actor talk until so soft think all the audience got micro ears.
and alot more la and i will end up laughing like mad.
after that,
read storybook for awhile(wow),
then went online and now im updating this post!
haha.
plans for tml.
i got one plan for tml but im not gonna tell anyone!!NYEH.
besides that,
my uncle gonna treat everyone!
damn rare okay.
tell u one thing.
im finding ideas and strategies for my ownself.
COPYRIGHTED.
some people just dun get the meaning of the bold word.
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when i was searching for them,
they're not there.
i want to settle this once and for all.
tomorrow is sunday.
confirm what i expect and what i see will be what i get.
im emotionally+mentally+physically prepared.
im not scared.
neither am i nervous.
im the one asking for all of this.
i know what im doing.
if this could not be settled the harsh way,
it will be settled in the gentle way.
if both still fails,
i guess i will have to make the sacrifice.
settling through the gentle+harsh way.
and believe me,
im doing it MYSELF.
to BOSS once and for all,
i know i've been a pain in the ass.
u tried to talk to me,
u tried to phone me,
u nudged me on msn tonnes of times,
i just did one thing back.
i ignored u.
dont bother asking me what im going to do.
dont bother.
because i will be answering u the same answer again n again n again.
i just dunwan to let u know.
please dun keep asking.
ure pressurizing me.
im just telling u,
for the past few years i've known u,
ure the best.
we've been through alot together.
and i mean it,
alot.
u have always been there for me.
i really appreciate it.
i know i made u suffer alot.
i know most of the time,
i have not been appreciative.
but ure always there for me.
ure always supportive of me.
i kept thinking how am i gonna repay back all of ur kindness.
i guess my next step would be the most possible solution.
i really wanna thank u very much for what u have done.
forgive me for all of my mistakes.
i know i've sinned alot to u.
even if i cry for a thousand life,
my sins to u will never be atoned.
dun grief over my loss.
u have suffered enough.
u deserve a better life.
and also a better friend,
a better companion.
=)
; DEATH AWAITS
9:20 PM
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