before anyone rants at me,
let me explain.
i didnt manage to blog these few days due to my tight and busy schedule.
lol.
not really that tight la.
just that i spent most of my time outside.
the main event that i had was going to RP for two days straight to wait for kb on the first day that was monday,
and on the second day with jannah to complete some npcc stuffs that needs to be done.
had cc training on Monday.
well my intention or our intention going back school was just to DECORATE NP ROOM FOR CNY.
but we still ended up so called taking cc training.
i saw the cadets lashings.
especially gyn lashing.
all i can say was,
oh my gawd.
fine.
next,
flagstaff.
actually there were alot of doubts.
what they did was quite different from what i'd learnt.
OLEVEL RESULTS ARE OUT ON THIS THURSDAY THAT IS
TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
speaking of which,
it just give me goosebumps.
people have been calling and messaging me,
HOW? HOW? HOW?
some even asked me out to celebrate on either of the days.
celebrate what sia.
results havent even get still thinking about celebrating.
wth.
i dun see any point of celebrating my-getting-olevel-results occassion.
certain point of time,
i expect high of myself.
certain point of time,
i even stooped myself until very low.
i just dunno what will i get.
many people out there asked me where i wan go,what course i want take.
sorry about that but i answered dunno not because of the sake of answering.
it's because i really dunno.
im the kind of person who wants to see my results right in front of my eyes before i can decide on my next step.
i dun believe in planning beforehand.
i hope that i will get the results that i want.
i cant afford to get a major disappointment.
this whole Olevel thingy is really a big leap forward.
(and i will just dread it when people from my mother's side call my house to ask my mom what i get for Olevel.this happen when i got my psle.it just pissed me off.cant they just worry about their own children other then sticking their nose to other people matters?F U)
i wish good luck to myself.
i wish good luck to DELTArians batch of D07.
i wish good luck to the D07 batch CIBTC.
i wish good luck to ALL my PRIMARY SCHOOL friends.
i wish good luck to ONLY THESE people in my secondary school:
-my 6 women cliques
-my 2 very bitchy rahman and jonathan
-anti-BCDE and anti-faeces face in 4/5
-USS NPCC U04
-all those who dun have any bad blood with me
-black mascara~
i wish good luck to BOSS.
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i just hate it when u scolded me for no reason.
what's wrong with having lw msg in my hp?
is there any sin in doing that?
the message just contained a good luck wish for me to pass my Os.
and the message still contained stuffs such as not to treat u that hard and not expecting high from u.
furthermore,
the motive of lw sending that message was to prevent us from fighting.
and why u need to create a whole new shit to it?
why is there a need for u to get berserked due to the 3 messages?
the way u said it to me was like there's some hidden hanky panky in that message and im involved in it.
where's the faith and the trust so far?
where's the claim that we've made previously?
u totally ignored all those.
what is so disgusting about lw that made u hate him so much?
when in front of him,
u act as if nothing happen.
anything concerning lw,
i will be the one getting it from u.
he did nothing to me nor to u.
in fact he was always the saviour.
i believe that u dissed him due to some childish reason that any person in this world can give.
this kind of trait has been going on for so long and i wonder when will this end.
stop being paranoid to ur ownself.
it wont do good to anyone.
i dont feel that there's anything wrong for me to shout at u just now.
because u really deserve it.
save ur multiple apologies.
my perception of u will only be determined tomorrow.
i repeat it,
TOMORROW.
remember the promise that you've made to me and also to the person whom u know u should worship upon.
' why is my reflection someone i dont know
; DEATH AWAITS
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