went JB for some matters.
was not feeling that well.
and mood was not even there.
felt like a living zombie.
just felt miserable i dunno why.
filled in my JAE form.
made up my mind to really get into SP.
first course i chosen.
digital media.
COP 17.
hope i can get in.
cousin came my house.
as usual,
at the verge of puking seeing her face.
luckily i never really bothered.
she so high when saw my Olevel results.
fake.
urs will be in 2 years time.
trust me,
i wont even bother.
siblings tried to find fault and irritate me.
ended up getting spanked and lectured cum ranted by me.
who ask the both of u to play with fire.
nothing much on this day.
just alot of thinking involved.
Monday 28 January 2008
start of a new week.
monday blues.
just dunno why,
it was like a bad day to start a brand new week.
although nothing happened,
just felt like it was a bad day.
main event for today.
campcraft training.
cadets really deprove.
the extend of deprovement really cant be described with any words.
not really the girls team but more of the guys team.
their kind of lack-of-motivation face really pissed me off.
i really dunno what to say.
competition is coming.
sumore the guys will be going for it first.
15 feb.
this kind of performance and state,
how to go.
3 mins to tie one pathetic lashing?
how can.
sumore the lashing is not like how u describe it as WOW!
in fact one of it is like the worst round lashing i've ever seen.
omg.
if i have the chance to go to each and everyone of their face,
i really will give them one good lecture.
please please do make the effort to try ur best!
omg omg omg.
wake up ur idea.
no energy to scold or even comment about anything.
everything is back as per normal.
initially i was really stubborn.
but after a pathetic childish deal that was being made(lol),
i chose to get rid of this stubborn-ess.
although theres still abit.
and now,
everything is back to normal.
just hope that u really meant what u said.
i will definitely save our conversation.
remember the 10 things.
remember ur promises.
dun ever break it.
cherish this chance that i gave u.
because i can assure that it will be the LAST and FINAL chance.
get this drilled in ur mind.
Tuesday 29 January 2008
rotted at home as per normal.
read newspaper as per normal.
watched tv as per normal.
went to mom's workplace to do something.
last minute sumore.
pissed me off man.
went to meet kb after that.
she pon class again.
clever.
like lala~ land.
lol.
went swensens.
saw one of our cadet.
so wth.
nevermind.
im not the least bothered.
chatted alot of stuffs.
mainly ORGANIC stuffs.
kb u will know what i mean.
grass,
salad,
anti-oil food.
cant help but laughed until stomach cramp.
upgraded my ear stud.
from a small so called fake diamond to a bigger one.
lol.
whatever.
u just cant believe it i have this kind of cadet.
although not under me,
soon to be under me right.
the word SHAME doesnt falls in his dictionary.
i seriously pity him very much.
; DEATH AWAITS
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