a moment of truth.
a most blissful memory to remember.
a greatest gift given by god the almighty.
the release of my Olevel results!!
those who wanna know my results please do ask me personally.
i am so satisfied with my results until i dunno what to say.
the subjects that im weaker in did the most improvement.
especially my math.
from an F9 for prelims i got a B4 for Olevels.
i almost could not believe the result slip being handed to me bears my name on it.
even my English i clinched a B3?
OMG?
that was so unexpected.
at least im glad that i dun disappoint ms lee fong shai who had painstakingly taught me geography for 4 years straight although i kept disappointing her previously.
im most glad not to disappoint mr tan kee seng my math teacher!
yes obviously im indeed proud of myself.
even my parents cant believe their eyes but believe it or not,
they should believe it.
Friday 25 January 2007
training as per normal.
at least the stress factor was not that great as compared to previous week as i dunnid to take 3 squads in a row.
i just need to handle my own sec 2 squad and everything just go with the flow.
it is just so sad that THE WHOLE UNIT cant meet up to the timing for changing parade.
haiz.
really dunno what to say nor comment.
my patience factor is also getting low.
some people are really getting on my nerves.
and believe me or what,
when my patience reach its limit,
to the people whom it may concern,
all of u will suffer under my hands.
just keep a lookout.
better start to be serious.
i cant stand anymore monkey antics.
i just had had enough of all these shits.
dun u ever thought of climbing over my head because when u decided to do so,
i will be stomping on u.
got to know something which made me really disappointed.
really disappointed.
what a major disappointment that i ever get in my life and why must it be on this day.
dun wish to elaborate.
and dun ever ask me.
i dunwan to talk about it or even thought of it.
Saturday TODAY!
today was AGM.
me,kb n Jannah P under PICARD cn score over the top.
because we're one hour earlier to reach TWSS.
sian.
but luckily we're not the first.
the first was LUANN ma'am from BPGHS.
we waited for the time to pass by in the canteen.
went to change to full-u.
to all unitians out there,
all of u should be grateful of ur own school toilet.(not offending anyone or any school here)
after changing to full u,
proceed to the GO area.
we were awed by their lifts and basement?
wth.
then saw Julitta in mufti rushing in and sweating like hell.
she changed into full u until so fast.
got to know that she alighted at the wrong bustop and walked over.
-_-".
saw Afiq and then Razak.
wow!
Razak is no longer a BOTAK!
and eng khye cant call him,
"eh botak!" anymore!!
lol.
proceed to the IT resource room or whatever it is called.
opening speech by foo chang sir and blah blah blah.
was totally not interested nor paying attention.
NOBODY is!
they are either talking or laughing or smiling away or PRETEND to be listening but the brain is dead.
and mind u,
all inside there ARE indeed CIs.
oh ya,
excluding one 30 yr old lao jiao aka police aka sergeant aka SPF aka there-to waste-time and-abuse-authority aka kbkb-face who was there joining us CIs for the meeting.
the start of the meeting was quite a bore until Soon Keng sir came in.
D07 starts to get high.
for almost whole of the meeting,
me and Julitta kept ourself busy by pretending to write notes in our notebook but hell no.
we were having an ancient kind of MSN.
hahahaha.
SK sir really entertained us alot.
his personality and reaction during AGM totally stunned us because he was darn hilarious.
i mean it,
DARN HILARIOUS.
his laughter is so addicting that it keeps playing in my mind until right now.
most of the time,
even when foo chang sir was talking,
he was totally not paying attention but in fact was LMAO-ing with another sir called Vincent also from BPGHS.
and when SK sir laughed,
Julitta laughed.
and when Julitta laughed,
i laughed.
and when me n Julitta laughed,
Razak turned and look at us and laughed.
and when the 3 of us laughed,
Afiq turned and look at the 3 of us and laughed too.
omg.
the whole situation was damn hilarious.
the meeting was really a lagging session until Mingjun sir even put his head on the table at certain point of time.hahahaha.
in the middle there was a break and we took the time to laugh our hearts out.
during break too,
Nicol strolled in with his mufti and he went to change in the toilet.
now,
plus Nicol,
is equals to chaos.
everyone is practically laughing.
and for this Razak,
i dunno whats wrong with him,
he kept laughing by himself.
in the end we also laughed as he was laughing.
-_-".
nomination for area coordinator and ass. coordinator was like a laughing plus sabo-ing session.
congrats to Razak for being nominated as the ass.coord but too bad he didnt manage to take up the post.
when LUANN ma'am asked fo any nominations for area coordinator,
initially no one said anything.
until out of a sudden NICOL said,
"ENG KHYE!"
oh my freaking god!!
i cant stop laughing because of that.
i guessed he missed our dear Delta squad instructor so much.
then all the nominees were sent out so that the people inside cn vote.
and when the nominees are allowed to go in,
out of a sudden SK sir shouted,
"congrats ah Razak!"
lol!!!
damn cute n damn funny i tell u.
SK sir was just disturbing this Razak when the actualy ass.coord. is will be announced later officially.=)
i just began to hate or shud i rephrase has a negative perspective of this particular school.
this school already for dunno what reason not happy with USS for so called not participating in the event that they organised.
during break,
when me,jannah n kb walked pass them,
they stared at us like we owe them 10 lives.
during the meeting,
everytime they said or commented something,
they will turned to us to see if we were laughing at them or not.
wth?
just because there's one so called SPF sergeant there with u,
all of u think u owned the whole NPCC.
please luhhh.
get a life.
do a self reflection about ur own school first before commenting others.
they even took the opportunity to comment on a GOLD unit sumore.
okay not really THEY la but more of a HE.
im talking about the guy who holds the warrant card like what he said.
oohh im so scared.
come arrest me la.
i sue u for intruding privacy and cause public disruption and also who lagged the time until the meeting ended half an hour later.
i just dun want to elaborate about my life after that AGM.
congrats to dad for winning that GOLD award for the Singapore International Halal whatever(i forgot the last word) fine dining competition.
after this would be an official announcement.
and as what i had promised to that person voluntarily,
i will put it in big fonts.
A VERY HUGE CONGRATULATION TO
CI(NPCC)KOH KAI BING
FOR OFFICIALLY CARRYING A POST OF AREA 20 ASSISTANT COORDINATOR!!!!!
(dun keep saying i sabo u.is SK sir shouted ur name for the nominees and also SK's hand was the first and the straightest to be raised up in order to vote for u.hahahaha.congrats ah)
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i dun understand why u did what u did.
u should have told me the truth.
the real truth.
dun give me the crap that u dunwan to spoil my happiness on that day.
i cant take it that u actually lied to me about it.
u didnt even intend to tell me the truth until i went to ask u as i had a bad feeling.
in fact the truth was the most hurting thing i have ever heard or saw from u.
u really despised me BIG TIME.
sorry for my lack of vocab or better word to use but i think thats the most appropriate word.
yes,
one thing.
u lied to me.
another thing,
u dun intend to tell me the truth until i asked u.
most final and major thing.
u broke ur promise!!
dont u ever think im torturing u.
dont u ever think im making use of u.
and dont u ever think i dont meant what i said.
this is really so sad.
i expected high from u not because of my selfish purpose.
but is for urself.
u urself know well.
in fact u know me better than i know myself.
i expected high from u as it is for ur own goodwill and benefit.
i want u to gain the happiness.
i want u to have the taste of success again.
i want u to redeem what u have lost.
because everything is not the end for u.
i thought so much for ur welfare as i really do care about you.
i mean it.
i really do care about u,more than i care for myself.
just that i seldom show that i cared for u.
but after what has happened,
u have proved to me that im just wasting my own precious fcuking time.
and i thank you for that.
u dun talk to me.
i am very sad and upset.
im in a depression mode.
all because of u.
im so disappointed in u.
search ur own soul.
*people,dun ask me whats wrong.it has NOTHING to do with MY results.nothing to do*
' the happiness that u see on me are just superficial.
im torned apart deeply
; DEATH AWAITS
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