im evil for good..

Thursday, February 28, 2008

HEY ALL.
i know this one of the longest duration since i last blogged.
until there is someone there on my tagboard who ask me update,
then i realise i havent update my blog for quite a long time.
right FABIAN!
yes.
the lame shiat FABIAN!
like how he referred me as in his blog.
like being requested,
im putting his name in my post BIG BIG.
FABIAN!
i guess the others like RENA will bombard me too.
hahaha.
he miss D07 CIBTC.
talking about it,
i miss it too!!!
only the 9 days rc though.
not the 4 days atc.=)))
i miss talking plus kbkb with FABIAN KOH la...
RAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
>.<

RENA we really must meet up soon.
yes,
before school start.
we really must meet up.
with the others too.
people like JULITTAAAAA,JIAHUI and the most unforgettable FABIAN!
(fabian, i know u will get high reading this)
haiz.
really miss those days.
really miss all of them.

why must most of u go TP?!
rena,jiahui,fabian,kah hwee,aaron.
all go TP.
wahhhhhhhhhh.
RENA,
TP RULES.
dun make me jealous la u.

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last saturday was the guys campcraft competition preliminary rounds.
well,
whats done cannot be undone.
and whats over no point brooding over it.
u guys have tried ur best and already perform what u all can.
just take the whole thing as a learning journey and experience gained.
=)

while in HTA,
was mainly spotting D07 people.
other than that,
my effort of searching for SoonKeng failed.
but fret not.
i saw EngKhye and Jolene!
and Jolene actually smiled at me!
how sweet.
lol.
let me recall who i spotted that day.
BingXiang,Elizabeth,Eric,Razak,KangMing,Suhaini,Skandan,ZhuangYi,Huiping,Philo,Letts,JunBao,Terence,XiuLi..
i know there's more but i just couldnt recall any further.
the way Razak laugh on that day regarding something keeps playing in my mind.
it was REALLY ROFL la!!!!
mee toh.
wth.

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brother fail math for CA1.
not my fault become my fault.

sister dunno how to draw.
not my fault also become my fault.

reach home late.
kena nag.
(u know wat time alrd?why reach home so late?)

reach home early.
kena nag.
(u usually reach home so late.why today suddenly so early?)

want to eat.
kena nag.
(u know i today never cook and u want to eat)

duwan to eat.
kena nag.
(u know i already cook for u,u duwan eat)

i really do wonder why.
i wonder which planet all my family members came from.
resulting in the presence of me,
this INHUMANE person.

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im really worried sick for u.
ur com is ur mom.
and ur com is ur life.
ur com is gone now.
and so did ur mom.
but u shouldnt make urself gone in this world.
yes u may not try anything funny.
but by torturing urself unhealthily,
is that not considered something funny ure trying to do?
i duwan a 2yrs back incident repeat itself again.
i duwan to check on u for the whole week when u spent all ur time in bed.
likewhat u say,
u have no one in this world.
u have no family.
even friends,
they only come n go and not as dedicated as well as committed.
but u forget one thing.
u really forget one thing.
im still alive.
u have me.
im always by ur side eversince 4 years ago.
u can always count on me.
and also now,
u have ur brother with u.
u always told me u regard this brother like a real blood brother u have on ur own.
even ur brother is very thoughtful of u.
he dotes and look up to u.
but this is not how u should be showing him how a big brother should be like.
ure not useless.
neither are u hopeless.
ure just lost in ur own world.
ure too affected by ur own emotions.
i may say to u that u trouble me.
u irritate me.
but truth to be told,
im not the least troubled by u.
im not irritated by u.
ur brother also would think the same thing.
if we're not the people whom u trust,
theres no one else whom u can turn to.
only if u do all these stuffs to urself,
then i would say ure troubling us by making us worry.
u have no idea how affected i am with this problem that u have right now.
because like u urself know,
i cn never escape from being affected by anything involving u.
u know u mean a lot to me eversince the past 4 years.
whoever ure angry with,
whoever u target on,
i would know the reason why u felt like that and i would be supporting.
i know i may not do much to support ur stand as i have my own principles and restrictions.
but believe me,
i will really do what i think is right for all of us.
and that would include,
like u say,
even to the extent of risking my own life.
i would.

' if by turning back to our past personalities and our past activities would help,
we can really do it for each other's sake

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i really should go and sort things out.
i really should make it clear.
yes i will do it.
i really will go and confess.

; DEATH AWAITS
9:32 PM

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

im back.
didnt post any post yst as i was lazy after being back from campcraft training.
anyway,
im glad im being posted back to my alma mater.
unity sec.
and yst i was back from cc training back in my unit.
cc training.
hah!
wouldnt wanna comment anything.
went back home and checked detailing for both guys and girls.
girls still not so bad.
guys.
i can get the shock of my life.
-_-".
just wait and see and leave it all to god and fate.

TODAY

first thing early in the morning.
woken up by the first hp vibration.
cursed the person who sent me msg fcuking early when i was still slping.
i ignored the msg n went back to sleep.
more hp vibrations carried on but i just ignored them.
finally officially woke up with the sound of my alarm.
only to found out i have 12 new messages in my hp.
read the first few topmost of the msges from all sorts of people.
"where u go arr"
"what u got?"
mostly is these 2 qs.
the first thing i thought was,
where did i went yst or today until many ppl asked me?
and what have i done sia?
until i finally realised that today was the date for release of posting results.
i scrolled down to the very first message being sent.
( the one which i said i wanna cursed the sender)
it was the message revealing my posting result.
and guess what,
i got to my 1ST choice!
digital media in Singapore Polytechnic.
i was damn happy until i dunno what to say.

i find that JAE posting results were more nerve wrecking.
after knowing that quite a number of my friends and cliques did not get where they want to be posted to,
i dun see any reason for me to celebrate.
as to my opinion,
today's release of posting results were more pathetic than 240108 release of Olevel results.
more people wanna appeal.
more people were cursing.
another reason for me not to celebrate,
so far the only person whom i know is going to SP with me is,
HO YUEWEN.
too comfort zone already.
he still can tell me we will definitely meet each other.
lol.

' ya as u know,
im waiting for u to VOLUNTARILY tell me ur results

; DEATH AWAITS
8:37 PM

Sunday, February 17, 2008

let's just skip this week after tuesday's post aiite.
although there's been alot of things happening within these few days,
im just plain lazy and tired to update anything.
im also not feeling very well right now and i need to get my strength back.
i can just afford to change my blog song though.
watch out for my next post.
here is just some random lyrics which i found that is suitable for myself,
and of course,
sung by my favourite all time LOVE.
not FETISH,
not CRAVE,
but LOVE.
so yeah.

The mark I breathe on you, it's burning through your soul
The breath I waste, losing control
I bleed in pain, testing what I know
Lips soaked in deceit, pull me from here

No one's innocent, so why do I feel bad?
But guilt keeps creeping, creeping up on me

Guilt, tearing me up inside
The innocent, an evil in disguise
The face of beauty to fall for
I fall to my knees, deceitful

Brought down by feelings of regret
Again your mind has failed the test
Not everyone feels the same
Pacifist blinded by the game

Stand tall - they'll break your heart
Stand tall - they'll smash your ego
Stand tall - they'll tear you down
Stand tall - scar your soul

Break your thought, fuck your mind
The mark I breathe on you, it's burning through your soul
The breath I waste, losing control
I bleed in pain, testing what I know
Lips soaked in deceit, pull me from this hole

' living in the life of AVENGED SEVENFOLD

; DEATH AWAITS
7:48 PM

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

11 February 2008 Monday

nothing to blog about.
just had lunch with kb at lot one kfc,
met jannah there also.
we then headed down to school for campcraft training.
that's about it.
dunwan to comment much.

12 February 2008 Tuesday and that is TODAY

initially rotted at home.
again woke up 10 plus.
received alot of msges in hp.
if not for RaInEy who asked me out,
i would have been bored to death.

ok actually he had asked me out for today on the day before but i was plain lazy.
haiz.
in the end also i went out.
just went out and chill like the olden days.
with lw and gab.
brothers of RaInEy.
what a shocker that gab could make it as usually he will give all sorts of excuses if we asked him out when the main reason was just to meet gf.
well unfortunate for him his gf still got school.
thats why he was able to make it.

well well well.
this time we totally chilled out at STARBUCKS in BP.
no more those kind of no lifer or waste money cum waste energy kind of place.
finally i could ordered my all time favourite and oh-miss-it-so-much MOCHA frappuccino.
this time not TALL but GRANDE.
yeah.
so shiok.
catch up with each others life.
all the fun and happiness.
other than that,
also reminisced of the sad past and situations that we each had.
especially RaInEy's.
haiz.
sadded.

after that,
walked around BP like nobody's business.
got sian-ed and proceed back home.
million thanks to RaInEy who sent me home although his house was nearer to BP.
he chose to go back to cck and went back BP.
but with a taxi la.
lol.
but well,
really appreciated it with much love.
oh ya,
he chose to remind me that he has a date with his LITTLE BROTHER in msn and he thought he was late for it.
ya because by the time i reach home,
it was already 5.15.
and by the time he reached home,
5.40?
and his DATE was when?
i chose not to know.
-_-".

i went online,
as usual go online chat with Ricky,RaInEy and many more.
and yeah got duty allowance form from kb and she help me fill in the thing.
thanks loads.
because i myself lazy to note down.
lol.

halfway through online-ing,
out of a sudden i saw on my hp screen,
with gab's incoming call.
i thought as usual he would be calling for some craps but no.
when i picked up,
it was actually a conference.
and i was shocked to found out that RaInEy and qh was in too.
got to know of the story that shocked all our hearts out.
dun wish to elaborate anything.
just know that lw really needs our help and support.
and again,
i just felt that it was due cause of me.
same people same venue.
same reason?
i dunno.
i still wonder why lw stopped by lot one in the first place.
in the middle of our conference,
RaInEy disappear out of a sudden.
i believe he's out in doing something to settle this.
im just confused.
i dunno what should i do.
everything is not going as well as it should be with more upcoming problems.
and each problem is seriously getting worse.

please dun let anything happen to my loved ones.
' SWITCH ON YOUR DAMN FREAKING PHONE!
i dunwan anymore dislocated bones

; DEATH AWAITS
9:52 PM

Sunday, February 10, 2008

2nd post for the day.
first time in my blogging life im inserting a second post as im feeling really F-ed up.
i dunno when will all these end.
the more i entertain,
the WORSE it gets.
fcuking psychotic ass up on my nerves again.
and this time,
fcuker is up on my nerves BIG TIME.
and i mean it,
BIG TIME.

if not for me wanting to help another good pal of mine,

if not for me wanting to dig out infos from this fcuker,

if not for me being way too lenient,

if not for me insisting that things would not be as bad as it is,

NOW I GET MY OWN TASTE OF MEDICINE.

i swear right now i feel like slamming this fcuker left right up down and center.

u make me sick.
get it?
u make me really sick.
i dun believe those things came out from u.
seriously i dont.
because due to the simple fact that i have never once encountered ur kind of fcuking person.
i never do expect that people like u existed.
but thanks to u,
u have PROVEN it to me that a fcuker like u DOES exist!
thank u very much!

im so tired of being riled up because of u.
im so tired of thinking too much because of u.
im so tired of pretending because of u.
im so tired of hearing and seeing people suffer because of u.
SERIOUSLY IM TIRED!!!
GIVE ME A BREAK!!
FOR GOD SAKE!!
GIVE ME A BREAK!!

i know im foolish enough to make myself feeling very affected just because of u fcuking nitwit nincompoop.

' if something were to happen to him,
i swear eventhough ure not directly involve,
u will have the honour of being the first person i will put the blame on!

MARK MY WORDS

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basically i have nothing better to do other than rot at home during this CNY.
rot watch tv and ONLINE.
oh,
plus surfing for neverending nonsense on the com.
to be frank,
i have no direction in life if i have nothing to do.
okay,
the best part during these few days was yesterday.

initially went to send my siblings for religious class.
bla bla bla went to meet rahman at causeway at 11.15am.
he went for interview at POLAR.
wth.
he should try for MOS BURGER instead.
lol.
went library to return my books and also to borrow books.
surprisingly im addicted to the comics section.
-_-".
well in the end i only borrowed 2 books and both are NOT comics.
something to do with my dear country.
stupid rahman kept rushing me for time and i felt like spanking him halfway.
so bloody irritating.
we went to grab a bite and headed home.

reached home about 1.30pm.
mom and dad also just reached home.
i asked mom if she's going anywhere after picking up my bro n sis from religious class at 2.30pm later.
well she and dad planned to go to JB.
usually,
i will be jumping for joy.
but i dunno why this time round i just felt lazy.
even mom everytime nagged at me.
"ohh if going out to meet friends can instant disappear.if go out with family lazy la wad la"
basket.
last time everytime when i want follow mom and dad go wherever they heading to,
i will always kena nag.
this time round i dunwan go,
also kena nag.
wtf they want.

i was really lazy to go out when out of a sudden i thought of something.
i told mom i will only go if she allow me to bring another person along.
even before i told her who i wanna bring,
she can clearly guess who was it.
of course if not for my dearest RaInEy!
hahaha.
my deeply close-knitted relative aka family member of all.
called him up to find out if he was available.
yes he was!
and he was darn shocked when i told him that in fact my parents asked him along too.
lol.
because it's very RARE!

went TEBRAU CITY.
so called the biggest JUSCO?
lol.
well it's my favourite place aka shopping mall if i drop by JB at any point of time.
mom want to go there of course to what?
to shop!
typical women.
ROFL.
and dad went there to what?
to makan!
got loads of variety of nice restaurants there for dad to enjoy himself in.
and my siblings went there to what?
play arcade and dunno what la.
kids will always be kids.
and me and RaInEy go there to what?
WATCH MOVIE!!!
dun think we got nothing better to do okay.
with the price of one movie ticket in Singapore,
u can watch 2 movies in JB!
what a good deal.
guess what movie we watch.
SWEENEY TODD!!!!!
it's an M18 movie.
although both of us are just 16 going on 17,
we really do have our own 'matured' way of going in.
muahahahahah.
well well well.
sweeney todd is m18 not because got THOSE kind of DIRTY stuffs that most of u all out there may think.
it's just due to the gore element inside.
the movie was superb.

it was actually some kind of musical.
Johnny Depp has a nice voice!
really.
the picture and storyline of the movie were also excellent.
just only one weakness.
the gore element in it was not as hardcore as expected.
basically alot of slitting of throats right in front of your eyes and the grinding plus burning of corpse.
lol.
it's not as gore as some of those kind of gore element movie i've watched like SAW which only has a rating of of NC16.
i guess government shud reconsider putting M18 for movie such as SWEENEY TODD because it will be their own loss.
although i adore gore movies,
where theres alot of blood involve,
when in the cinema,
like many other people around,
my heart as well as RaInEy's kept stopping halfway.
oh and at some point of time,
we even shouted.
but well,
great movie.

after the movie,
went jalan-jalan and bought some stuffs.
and as usual,
mom really had a good time chatting with RaInEy,
leaving me to listen to dad's 'lecture' on how to find a good restaurant.
wtf.

went to eat seafood after that.
headed to our favourite seafood restaurant near the sea.
dad really ordered alot of things until it filled up the whole table.
oh ya some dishes also had no space and we need to cramped up everything on the table.
well i didnt tried each and every dishes unlike RaInEy who claimed this is a rare and once in a lifetime opportunity.
-_-".
i savoured upon my favourite stingray and dumbass RaInEy even fought with me for his share on the stingray.
wth.

after eating all of us headed down to DANGA BAY!
as it was only about 6pm,
still early we again went jalan jalan at the night market there.
damn alot of imitation goods but nahh.
i never even bought anything except for DVDs.
original or pirated,
figure it out urself.
ssshhhhh~
mom and dad plus siblings dunno watch what LIVE band.
siansation.
i suddenly thought of a brilliant idea.
with permission granted from parents,
i dragged RaInEy with me to karaoke!
haha.
yes,
karaoke!
it's also as good as jamming right.
one song 1RM.
kept LOL-ing there.
we bought 30RM means 30 songs.
muahahaha!
we really karaoke-d like theres no tomorrow.
most of it were rock songs.
dammit.
darn nice.
the sound from the speaker,
the bass,
the microphone.
cant be compared to our USS sucky PA system.
30 songs mind u.
took turns to sing.
most of the time i sang la.
we really had a great time.
from around 6 plus we started,
we ended around 9 plus.
both of us felt exhausted at the end of it.
but we really do have a great time.

went to drink coffee,
had a lil chat and all of us decided to head back home.
dad wanted to go through the shorter route but heavy traffic jam.
people going back to SG before CNY end.
damn lot of cars la.
then dad went for the long route.
second link.
also heavy traffic jam but not as bad as the previous one.
when we just reached the causeway,
it was already 10.30pm.
and we stil have a long way to go before reaching the immigration counter.
so long~
if not for RaInEy,
i would have been bored to death.
me and RaInEy were practically singing,talking,laughing,cursing and gossipping about people to whom it may concern.
and ya,
we even reminisced the past plus TALKED about RaInEy's LITTLE BROTHER.
*inserts big big smile*

finally got out from all the immigration and checkpoints at about 12 am.
-_-".
roughly about 1 n half hr we have been stranded in the traffic jam.
sent RaInEy off to his house and me and my family went back home.
so tiring and exhausting but one thing most important to me,
i really did enjoyed myself.
i guess RaInEy did as well.
we really became closer after this day.

okay.
no more enjoyment and happiness.
now back to depression mood.
-_-"

; DEATH AWAITS
11:37 PM

Thursday, February 7, 2008

some psychos are seriously making my life difficult.
i've never felt this kind of affected feeling before.
until all these psychos came.
even about TWL who has been chasing me since i dunno when,
im not the least affected by it.
but these psychos...
make me just wanna kill myself one day.
due to these psychos,
im living in fear.
not only me but other people too.
due to these psychos,
im living in suspicions.
suspicions as to which part of the story is true and which is not.
due to these psychos,
im living in confusion.
confusion as to who am i suppose to report to of my daily activities and relationship.
the main factor that affects me the most is,
due to these psychos,
all my loved ones are being dragged down.
especially my dearest BOSS.

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who are u to downgrade him?
what right have u to downgrade him?
just who the fcuking hell are u to downgrade him?
u made a mess in the first place.
this is is a total mess!
he did whatever he did out of not wanting me to get hurt.
just who in the hell gave u the right to shoot him back?
just who in the hell gave u the right to dare him back?
and just who in the hell gave u the right to make him depress?
by labelling him as a D _ _ _ A _ _ _ _ _!
do u think ure a saint urself?
do u think ure so good?
why dont u take a mirror and reflect on urself.
u should consider urself lucky i never do anything to you.
not because i pity u or whatsoever.
i've never not an inched pity u.
i just never do anything because im RESTRICTED.
get it.
im RESTRICTED.
if im not RESTRICTED,
u would be going home crying to ur mom who might not even recognize u as her child.
i gave u chances to retreat.
i just hope that u will get far away from me.
but i felt that as the days go by,
ure really getting on my nerves.
not only u disturb me.
but u also downgrade a person most dearest to me RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES!
u totally have no right to be doing that!

now because of u,
u made matters worse.
right now he is not the person whom he should be like.
when another matter eventually made him depressed,
u were the initial cause who made him depress in the first place!!
it is all your fault!
it is all your fcuking fault!
god please pity me for not being able to do anything.
i felt so helpless.
i felt so stupid to be crying over this matter.
i felt so pathetic to not be able to do anything to help him.
just because of ONE fcuking psychotic ass,
all these were to happen.
somebody kill me please.
im already dead anyway.

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dun be too depressed over the matter.
i know that psycho has been affecting u drastically.
but like i say,
just treat as if nothing has happened.
u have got other important things to think off.
like the most recent.
sorry if im curious but because i was too curious i got the news from someone else.
ur 'dad' already has a son.
yes i know although we ourselves know of the fact that ur dad alrd dont regard u as his son eversince the death of ur mom and eversince he found a new mistress,
he still plays a part in bringing u to this world.
u saw what a happy family ur 'dad' has with his mistress and son whom u dont even know had been born into this world until u saw it with ur own eyes.
u saw how close they were.
when i got to know about this news from that someone,
my heart broke totally.
that already describe my feelings.
then what about yours.
totally cnt be describe.
i understand ur situation.
the topic about ur 'dad' can already make u feel affected.
whatsmore this news of a HAPPY FAMILY ur 'dad' has.
of course u felt worse.

u should have told me what happened.
u seemed to be avoiding me.
no.
u seemed to be avoiding from reality.
this is indeed reality.
and i know reality do hurts.
but u just cant run away from it.
if u told me what happened,
i could share with u the aftermath of ur suffering.
but why do i need to find out from other people instead of u?
i guess u will give me the same reason that is not wanting me to get hurt.
but by u not telling me what had happened,
will that make me feel better?
ure totally wrong my dear.
until now,
at this point of time where im typing,
u still refuse to tell me what exactly happened.
i dun blame u.
ure totally not at fault.
ure just a victim of situation.
i will try whatever i can to make u the person whom u should be.
no point carrying on being like this.
u know there are more people who care for u.
u know that i care for u.
u know i do.

; DEATH AWAITS
7:15 PM

Monday, February 4, 2008

how many donkey years have i not blogged??
lol.
some people say my blog is dead.
my blog is rotting.
my blog is collecting dust.
when the last post i had posted was just merely 4 days ago.
-_-".
gimme a break.
im quite busy with some matters these few days.
so cant blog that much.

FRIDAY 1 February

early morning same routine.
rot n rot.
not really rot.
went kb house to take some of my things.
chit chat plus gossiped plus alot more.
damn funny.
especially the high pitched "C****" made by kb during irene pok's time.
ROFL.

kept procrastinating in polishing boots.
but in the end,
nth was done after some thoughts.
met jannah before heading to school together.
got ourselves ready to take our respective squads.
nothing much la this day.
kb and sec 3s also not in unit.
so carry out with CT cum component training.
cadets were dismissed early.
all so happy.

aftermath of training was a disaster.
OMG.
shan't elaborate much.
altho BOSS was also there,
shouldnt trigger his patience.
if not,
die.
luckily there's my twin towers helping me throughout.
=)))

SATURDAY 2 February

HRC day!!
been waiting for this day eversince my RC days during CIBTC.
not only me,
but also other area 20 peeps in D07.
woke up 5 oclock.
thought of waking up 530 as usually toilet will be jammed.
then i woke up 5 oclock for nothing as only this day,
people go work and sch late so no need toilet so early.
basket.
prepared my stuffs and set off around 6.10am.
went 7 eleven to buy iced latte can one.
totally ignorant to the fact that im not used to having breakfast early in the morning.
drank the whole can only to feel like vomitting after that which was so sucky.

saw kb come in to gate.
was seriously damn shock to see the other 2 'extra' people with her.
Kiat Hong n Razak.
especially Razak!!
omg.
kb purposely hide it from me.
-_-".
then i know my journey inside bus towards jetty will be a LMAO one.

my guess was right.
on my right,
Razak was with his ever neverending jokes n craps.
on my left,
Jannah with her neverending singing.
Jannah sang until SO loud.
dangdut pulak tu.
me n Razak keep laughing until i felt like vomitting.
we still can dance off to the tune of Jannah's singing.
then got this one time.
right Razak?
MEE TOH.
wth.
ROFL-ed for nothing.
this is what i called,
SAD CHILDHOOD.
hahaha.

reached Jetty,
took bumboat to Ubin.
the feeling of going there is shiok because i know i wont be staying overnight there.
lol.
took van up to Nordin campsite.
we thought we're the first to reach.
but we saw people with Yellow shirt with 'VICTORIANS' at the back.
suddenly thought of Kang Ming but he's nowhere in sight.
he should have come.
LOL.
no he shouldnt because i will look at him one kind.
VS is soo intimidating!!!!
but no doubt,
they were good.
km im sincere.
=)

waited and Zhenghua came.
i saw IVAN.
west spring came.
i saw RAZAK.
kranji came.
i saw JULITTA.
i saw NICOL.
bukit panjang came.
i saw SOON KENG(WOOHOO!!)
i saw MING JUN.
teck whye came.
i saw AFIQ.
regent came.
i saw NOTHING.
lol.
everyone started to get high when saw each other.
i damn high when i saw my sister.
right SISTER?
hahahaha.

Unity get to try Flying Fox first.
not bad.
my time for HRC which was last year,
Unity was also the first to try.
afterwhich they tried leap of honour.
each n everyone of them was so LOL.
then they proceed for the tunnel.
OMG.
worse.
so many people got in.
i think 5 at a time.
girls one group guys one group.
both also shouted inside like wth.
wonder what they doing inside.
o.0...
nothing of THAT sort ah.
naughty ar u all.
afterwhich,
they had their lunch.
then proceed back to foyer for some activities.
as the weather was raining,
the HRC activities were held up.
sadded.
RAZAK n JULITTA perform their soft skills.
eppo e tai tai.ROFL!
JULITTA kena whacked by SOON KENG to teach that infront of everyone.
RAZAK another clever one.
boy boy~ clap clap.
girl girl~ clap clap.
trying to follow THAMBI.
pskandan must be choking now.
SOON KENG another one.
yandao clap clap!
chiobu clap clap!
i instant ROFL!!

CIs were doing the 'everybody dance now' thingy.
we thought of doing it together.
but this Nicol dunno how it goes.
and i was like har? and -_-".
lol.
we still did a cheer though.
'cheer'
CIIIIIIIIIIIIIIsssssssss HAAAAAAA!
lol k lame.
because one of the school did that.
so we follow.
-_-".

time flies damn fast and rain still havent stop.
no choice,
need to proceed back home.
we were ENTERTAINED by VS cheers.
damn zai la.
at the moment i felt like asking Kang Ming what were the cheers they have.
k whatever.

received messages.
haiz.
dun wanna talk about it.
just too tired to think.

SUNDAY 3 February

suppose to be having reunion lunch with MR GOD and his chipmunks(as being quoted by jesper)
but MR GOD had a bad headache.
too bad so only his chipmunks went reunion lunch among themselves.
location was in lot one pizza hut.
the chimpunks were myself,jesper,haolin,jiahui and claudia.
jiahui was so happy to see me.
miss the days sitting beside her during p6.
while she's the hao ren,
im the huai ren.
likewhat we always claimed ourselves as last time.
lol.
haolin really transformed drastically.
i nearly cant recognize him.
i only remembered him sitting diagonally behind me during p5.
and he's the only one who could do the last math qs during our p5 MID YR.
i still wont forget.
made chaos in pizza hut.
jesper and his neverending HAHA disturbance and also his alot alot of jokes.
watermelon.papaya.orange.
OMG!
i cnt believe jesper told me a joke about that.
proceed to causeway point after that.
went walk2 tour around.
jesper need to take things from someone for CNY.
then we all proceed up to BANQUET.
jesper who was still hungry bought roti prata as likewhat he claimed,
nowadays he has been craving for indian food.
-_-".
he said the uncle buay song him when give curry until one big bowl.
ROFL.!!!

we spent about nearly half n hour in ctrl station deciding where to go.
most of the time we spent by laughing.
in the end,
we headed to jesper house do stun.
lol.
played monopoly.
hahaha.
jiahui n claudia got pissed by jesper as because of him,
they everytime landed in jail.
afterwhich,
played ps2.
naruto.
-_-".
haolin played until so childish.
too bad jesper has only one console.
as he's the only child,
of course only he play right.
only child.
how cool.

after that,
went UT to have dinner with jiahui,claudia n haolin before proceeding home.
this is one of the best MR GOD chipmunks cum 5E class of 2002 gathering.
we will be having another one very soon.
with our white robes and bible.
jesper leading the choir and elevation of us in the arrival of MR GOD.
ROFL la.

MONDAY 4 February

until here i damn tired to type le.
NPCC CNY celebration.
cadets played games.
water games and more.
did performance.
mostly fun and leisure la.
as the name goes,
it's a celebration.
seeing everyone seems to be having fun,
at least theres a feeling of satisfaction in me.

went for dinner in mac with arron,ricky and kh.
mostly chatted about nonsense and irrelevant stuffs.
codes and GENERAL KNOWLEDGE.
now i realise the more people grow,
the more childish they get.

we were in mac for quite some time until at around 8.30,
saw 2 familiar figures.
one,
is my ex classmate whom i total hate him to the core.
total hate.
the other one,
sent me goosebumps+made me stun+OMFG+im freaking out.
TWL spidey 11.
as best as i can,
i dunwan let them recognize me.
but to think back,
they realised it was me anyway.

instant get out of mac.
can sense sumthing is gonna happen.
few moments later,
as expected,
received message from ... .
i know and can expect le.
TWL spidey 11 sure report me one.

acted as if nth happen.
but the more i acted as if nth happen,
the more bad feeling came to me.
walked towards my block and was talking on the phone with ricky.
when out of a sudden....
dun wish to elaborate about it.
i know it's the aftermath of 3 February deal.
"ming tian lot one...........(censored)"

____________________________________________________________________

let some pictures do the talking yeah.

this is my CUTE aaron teo jun kim having tuition in kb house.
dun be decieved by this studious side of him.
u all are in for more.

this naughty cum cheeky fella just refuse to do his work.
hands kena tied by kb so that his pen will always be with him.

he thinks it's cute

this was to keep his mouth shut from spouting nonsense.

and he chose to play with it.
see,
how naughty

he really looks retarded.
but we had no choice as he cant stop talking.

really taped his mouth to the max.

we even get to the extent of tying his left hand to the chair so that he cant take out the tape from his mouth neither could he release the twine from his right hand.

so clever and naughty.
he peeled off the tape himself and suffer the pain.
too bad.

i find this very cute until i even put it as my hp wallpaper.
lol.
despo.
NOT!

okay,
random.
back from causewayafter having dinner with kb.

this is the upgration i talked about in me previous post.
small fake diamond stud to a big one.
nice.

chipmunk 1,
Wong Hao Lin.
beware when he slicing the pizza.
he will shook the whole table.

chipmunk 2 n 3.
left,Claudia Chan Wan Qing (yes i remembered!)
right,Liu JiaHui

chipmunk 4
this is Tong Jing Jesper aka AH TONG aka USM aka MR GOD junior.
see how he's savouring on his curry.
finding rifle ah?
lol.

AH TONG said the uncle buay song him until gave him this much curry.
ALOT LA!!!

Jesper aka AH TONG acting cute dunwan let us go out of his house.

HRC time!
do u spot NICOL,JULITTA,AFIQ and RAZAK??
i bet u all do.

JULITTA aka sister sian-ed to the max

this is JULITTA!!
SISTERlove!!
oh yeah!
we do enjoy seeing girls jumping the leap-of-honour.
u know what i mean.*winks*
doesnt she looks like MACRINA by giving that pose???
LOL!

this is AFIQ.
i asked him pose for the cam and he gave me that.
wow.

this is RAZAK.
as usual,
u dunnid ask him pose.
he cn self service pose himself.

Nicol actually busy fixing his helmet.
the helmet too big and his head is small.
he said wait until he wore his helmet then i cn take his photo.

Nicol with his helmet on.
BLUE colour helmet!!
which was supposed to be for girls.
he abit pissed about it.
but still,
he pose for my camera and also acting cute with his camera.

sec 4/5 HRC area 20 + Victoria School.

didnt manage to take photo of Ivan as he was at the flying fox area.
sorry about that.

dun wish to continue anything from here.

sorry for any inconvenience caused.

; DEATH AWAITS
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