people in the house are all pissing me off.
everything is also my fault.
not even my fault also make it look like my fault.
because of one letter n due to some sheer misunderstanding also wan make a big fuss of it.
say so long,
nag so long,
in the end whatever it is also become my fault.
living in this house is really full of ironies.
ironically ironic.
get it?
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and to whoever thinks that this particular part is for him/her,
if u have a fucking problem with me,
come up straight to my face.
if u are fucking jealous of my life,
tell me.
if u find that i have to report to u WHATEVER i do or WHOEVER im with,
confront me.
dun make my life difficult.
because u have already made it WORSE.
worse till the extend that i even thought of ending my own life.
so that u can have it.
and will not feel INTIMIDATED of me ANYMORE
just one simple reason why im so angry right now.
if u have any BURNING doubt about me,
ask me PERSONALLY.
dun fuck around and act cute.
theres not a need for u to ask from other people about my life.
because its MY life.
not THEIRS.
and if u SOOOO wanna know,
ask me.
is it so fucking difficult????
i would be MOSTLY GLAD to answer u.
ur kind of method to be using a middle person is soo OLD FASHION.
oooopps,
i forget one thing.
u dun even have ur own fucking life and thats wad a no-lifer do right?
i know that ure intimidated by me.
if not u wont be doing all these fucking dirty kind of stuffs to bring me down.
im too high class for u.
i know that.
so,
get a life.
and,
fuck off can?
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was soo darned happy when i saw my BOSS in school today.
was hoping not to receive any bad news.
but i received good news instead.
well good news from gab saying that BOSS was okay n would most prob be in USS soon.
i only managed to see him in later part of the evening though.
felt really damn relieved to see him especially when he looked ALMOST okay.
maybe tml he would be dropping by USS again.
dont know.
what matters to me the most is,
he's fine.
' u never make me suffer
i have never felt like im suffering
; DEATH AWAITS
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