if i ever found who the culprit was,
i swear im gonna skin that person alive!!!
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almost went insane when i saw Julittaaa and Renaaa yst in hta for the girls cc comp.
spotted Julitta first.
no.
spotted Mei Qiao first.
she was snapping some photos i think.
and i dint realise Kranji sec was nearby when she said, "Julitta is over there"
lol.
i turned and instant spotted Julittaaa and Nicol.
hahas.
Nicol with a pink handbag?
o.0.
should be one of the girls in the cc team's bag.
earlier on,
i thot that Rena wont be coming like what she said but who knows she msged me early morning and claimed that she will be down.
omg.
super ecstatic.
She was in the hall i think and couldnt come down yet.
i kept bugging her to come down as i really wanna see her.
hahas.
in the end she came down!!
well i didnt spotted her at first.
her hair caught my attention before i looked at her again to confirm its really Rena.
lol.
wahahaha.
super happy.
she came down with Elton.
a new friend i've made.
like how Rena also made a new friend of mine.
right Rena?
hahas.
Elton was uber friendly la.
further ahead i got to know another guy called Benson.
haiz.
i really envy u la LOVE.
i ain't the least happy.
yeah u know wad i mean.
*winks eye*
seeing all my friends there yst really cured my unhappiness and no-mood mode that i have earlier on.
when in the very very first place,
eversince i just started the day,
i was very energetic despite my brain in sleeping mode.
not until....
u know,
i know.
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petition?
forum?
blog?
confrontation?
omg.
those people are truly LOVED laaaaaa!!!!
they are the ones who will really listen to my rants and all that and also,
will make me feel better.
better than never before.
yes indeed.
i admit.
eversince this case started,
im no longer myself.
im no longer the one who always spend my time laughing my ass off.
im deprived of my own happiness.
im hurt deeply.
im really hurt..
i wan to live back my past.
i wan to correct all the mistakes i have ever made.
and that includes me befriending a fucking bitch.
how i wish i could turn back time.
especially the times spent with all my squadmates.
regardless U04 or DELTA.
those were the times i cherished the most.
and why must there be the same villain to destroy everything.
im suffering from emotional breakdown.
if anyone is in the process of finding the most stupid person in the whole wide world,
then i think u've found the right candidate.
if only i could slap someone.
if only i could bash up someone.
if only i could kill someone.
i would only target on ONE particular person.
it could be YOU who is reading this part now.
as much as how i dun wanna be emo,
i just cant help it.
sorry to all.
hear me out!
im suffering in silence
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my greatest mistake was to befriend u.
my greatest mistake was to spend my time on u.
my greatest mistake was to sacrifice my social life to u.
my greatest mistake was to let u make use of me.
my greatest mistake was to believe in u and to trust u.
i have never hated anyone as much as how i hate u to the fucking core.
wad a nice hypocrite.
wad a nice badmouth-er.
wad a nice bootlicker.
wad a nice backstabber.
wad a nice controller.
wad a nice fucker.
good arr.
*clap hands*
u have succeeded in making me suffer.
i suffered till i drained off all my tears.
thanks ah.
and DONT u ever questioned me about my BOSS.
u have no right.
ure not in any position in my life to question me.
after all those things that u did behind my back????
after u destroyed my personal life???
u still have the dare to ask me all those qs???
after making all the people around me suffer,
making me suffer,
u wanna make my BOSS suffer too??
eh hello!!!!
ur fucking attitude is really getting over the limit!
i wonder wad is soo interesting abt my life that u must intrude to almost ALL my privacy.
i know that before this,
my life is very joyful.
not fucking dull like urs.
so ure jealous?
awww so sad.
yes u may take whatever joy-ness that i have in my life.
but MARK MY WORDS,
in the near future,
i will ripped off back EVERYTHING from u.
and u will have nothing.
wad a fuck.
wherever i go,
whatever i do,
whoever im with,
it has totally nothing to do with u!
even whatever relationship i have with my BOSS,
it has TOTALLY nothing to do with u!!
even my family never questioned me so much like u do about all these.
not even my friends!
they know its my own personal and privacy life.
BUT U FUCKING DUNNO!!!
when ure not even my friend?!
and ure doing all these??!!
eh wtf la!
who do u think u are???!!!!!
fuck off la please.
i beg u please fuck off!!!!
i would rather sell all my belongings just to see u fucking off from my life!!!!!
i just cant stand u!!!!!!!!
u totally terribly terrifyingly horrendously fuckingly DISGUST me!!!!!!!
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k i need a break.
already accumulated all my anger for this post.
thanks to BOSS who gave me the encouragement to rant out everything.
and also thanks to all my TRUE friends who really supported me and motivated me through.
thanks to all these loved people.
ure truly LOVED!
; DEATH AWAITS
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