i wasnt that interested in the challenge.
but more of interested in the military band that was training themselves.
oh how i just love watching them,
along with Jannah.
to add on,
i was really inspired by BPGHS npcc unit.
dun ask me why.
only me n jannah know the answer.
k fullstop.
as u all loyal readers out there can see,
i seldom comment much about anything to do with this commitment im with now.
NPCC.
it's just an extra commitment that i need to perform.
i just dun understand when people get too obssessed with it until they forget the reality.
for me,
i prioritise my FAMILY FIRST,
FRIENDS second,
STUDIES third.
think of the rest on ur own.
and no,
NPCC is NOT my fourth priority.
diss me for all u want.
i dun bother.
i have my own stand and principle.
and NO ONE can ever change it.
and NO ONE can ever force me to do things that i think is not right.
i got my own brain.
and my brain is not to be manipulated by people.
i know wad im doing n i DONT NEED people to tell me wad to do.
it just makes me wonder.
why do i spent my 13 days for?
when wad ive been doing contradicts with wad ive learnt.
like what i say,
my brain is being manipulated.
no.
to be precise,
i am being manipulated.
I LOVE MY FAMILY
I LOVE MY FRIENDS
I LOVE MY STUDIES
I LOVE MY BOSS
so do u get the burning answer now?
' why i turn to be like this?
it's all ur fault.
im back to what i was previously,
THANKS TO YOU!
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April Fool's day.
SOME people chose to prank me in the form of msg early in the morning while i was still in my la la land.
SOME people also chose to call me.
to PRANK.
but too bad i dun take pranks.
altho some of the pranks really cracked me up.
the most hardcore prank would be from BOSS.
out of so many pranks,
his prank was the one that trapped me.
would not reveal it here.
wad for reveal something that u know will only make u paiseh.
lol.
so now then u know the reason.
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lw.
just forget about what happen yesterday.
its all done by immatured people.
but dun worry,
myself as well as the others will always be there for u when u need us.
i believe this incident will strike again.
dun worry about me.
im fine.
i have suffered even a major blow than this.
so its okay.
an i really must thank u for standing up for me yesterday.
and also thank BOSS for being the concluding person.
lol.
cheer up okay.
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i may not be the person that i should be.
im now a stranger to myself.
i dun even know wad makes me become like this.
maybe situation?
high possibility.
eversince yesterday incident,
i get further away from my soul.
is it true like what BOSS had said?
im unleashing back my past character.
that would be the most thing i feared of.
someone please enlighten me.
if u think im not like how u always know me,
get me back into reality.
i still dont realise the sudden change in myself.
' dear BOSS,
do give me some time
; DEATH AWAITS
11:42 PM
11:42 PM
