For the lives of whom I’d troubled,
I would apologise.
Im dead okay.
Dead.
As I had once said,
More and more problems are bound to come.
And yet my intuition never prove me wrong.
Just last night.
Yes,
Last night.
I realized the presence of a traitor and a betrayer.
All these while I’ve been wondering why all those DOGS have been hounding me.
Ive been wondering how they know of my whereabouts.
Ive been wondering how they know of my next step.
All these while ive been wondering.
When the answer is just right in front of my damn fucking eyes.
The fucker who had been giving me all the information is indeed the wolf in sheep’s clothing.
But it is still not too late for me to realize.
FISHIE,
Sweetness of revenge yeah?
Wan a reunion of us?
Wanna hound down me and him?
Well,
Read my words carefully.
U taught me this.
FUCKERS ARE PROSECUTED
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Im oblivious to the fact that im getting more stupid and dumb nowadays.
I cant seems to observe the things that has been going on around me.
I cant even see or judge myself well.
I see myself more as a devil.
Far from an angel.
Well ive never been an angel.
Or to be more precise,
Angel of prosecution?
Angel of suffering?
Angel of evil?
Angel of death?
Make ur own choice.
Ive never been spared from troubling other people’s lives.
When they claimed they were not troubled.
But for me NO!
Indeed I caused a lot of trouble in their lives.
Why people chose to hide reality from me.
Why people chose to leave me out with a lot of burning questions.
Why people dun wish to enlighten me.
Why people duwan to tell me if they have been suffering under me.
I still don’t and cant understand the reason that lies beneath all these.
It only left me feeling guilty.
People are getting emo nowadays.
I am not emo.
These are just the voice of my heart.
I state whatever I feel.
And now I have this fucking terrible feeling in me that just refuse to go off.
How I wish all these would end.
How I wish that person will never come back.
Oh how I wish.
People are suffering.
Yes,
People are suffering.
People are suffering.
People are suffering.
IM SUFFERING THE MOST U FUCKING HELL!!!
I need a break from all these confusion.
Life sucks.
No,
Reality sucks.
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Dear BOSS,
If I pass on first before u,
Move on with life.
Im so sorry to have troubled ur life.
Take care
Love u very much
‘ a sickening display
a scar for every line
the beauty and the pain
of total agony
these lacerations
the stench of slow decay
it desecrates
making beautiful profane
a tragedy
the suffering of loss
that seperates a fragile soul from its remains
LAY DOWN AND YOU'LL SUFFER
would you die for your affliction?
HELD DOWN,
now you suffer!
would you kill for what destroys you
they pick at the remains
the dead in perfect lines
the beauty in the pain of total agony
; DEATH AWAITS
10:25 PM
10:25 PM
